You know I'm sorry. I shouldn't have reacted like that. I know you told me not to apologize, but you won't even speak to me. That tells me something is wrong, so if nothing is wrong just tell me. You said we'd stay friends so where do we stand? I think losing you as a friend hurts me more than losing you as a boyfriend. I know we're not compatible. But we are compatible as friends. We had a great friendship, a fun and stupid friendship full of debates and disagreements but it was fun and we were both happy with that. What can I say? I haven't been able to say anything right. I don't come here asking for forgiveness...I just need to know. Are you still the Jonathon from last week that said you'd still be here for me, the one that said we'd stay friends? Is he in there somewhere? Or are you too blinded by my mistake to even speak to me?
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My Heart Stays Still
Random"Of course I still love him....I doubt I'll ever stop and I know he believes I'll find someone better. Jonathon, believe me, I hold you to no standards and I love you as you are, there could never be another....so why? What happened, and why didn't...
