Dear Kyle,
over the past two weeks you've been in my room every night. It's been so wonderful. I've been spending my days with Will and Dr. Wood and then my nights talking with you.
It's like I'm falling in love with you all over again.
Well I've been talking to Dr. Wood about you. He says that it's just because of guilt, and I don't argue. But I like to think you're actually still here.
But it's weird because you keep telling me to ask him about Josie.
"Why?"
You just pulled me closer to your chest. And without a word you sighed which meant it was bad.
"Who's Josie?" I was starting to get frantic. But instead you gently ran a hand through my hair.
"You'll see." Your voice still had that same affect. It still had me weak in my knees.
"Ask Chris about her tomorrow. And just know I'll be here for you. Forever."
And like that you were gone. I would have thought it was just a dream until I found your note to me with today's date in my journal.
Dear Danny,
I know everything seems really fucked up right now. I mean for gods sake you probably think you're crazy because of seeing me. Please know that you're not crazy and that I still love you. You messed up and yeah it sucks but it's long been forgiven. Please don't give up, things will make sense so soon I promise.
I love you,
Kwow.
At first I thought maybe I had been having another episode and wrote it myself. But it was your handwriting. You know how different our handwritings are. They in a way represented our personalities.
Yours was perfect with each word looking like art. And mine is scribble, sometimes unreadable.
Anyways I'm going to ask Chris about Josie tomorrow. It can't be that bad.
Love,
Danny
