"but I'm not lying" I said
"yes you are" he growled
I wanted to cry but I stopped myself I wasn't gonna cry because of him I never did and I'm not starting now
"and even if I was your Mate I'd reject you anyway
I mean come on who would want a kil...
After my talk with Amy I knew that I had to talk to Xavier if I wanted to know why he's acting like this why is he acting like nothing happened then when I say something he'll act hurt I mean come on man are you hurt or not let me know because I'm tired of trying to understand you .
"Xavier" I called once I got to my house
"he's not here but he'll be right back" Noah said
"Noah can you take Sammy to the park ?" I asked
"sure but why ?" he asked
"because Xavier and I need to talk and I don't want Sammy to be there when we do" I said
"okay ... come on Sammy let's go" he took Sam and left I don't even know how I'm gonna do this the only thing I know is that I have to end this I want to know how he feels I don't even know why I'm doing this I don't want to be with him and that's why I want to know I want him to tell me that he doesn't want me too so I can finally stop thinking about this stop thinking about him and accept his rejection because I didn't do that before I leave I don't know why I just didn't do it may be part of me believed that we'll be together even after everything that happened but I don't believe in that or I don't to believe I don't know
"Noah said that you wanted to talk to me" he said when he came in I don't even know how to start this I mean what do I say why did you reject me
"yeah I ... uh ... I want to talk to you about this about what's happening here" I said
"what's wrong did anyone do something to you ?"
"this ... I want to talk about this ... why do you keep doing that Xavier why do you keep acting like you care ?"
"I'm not acting I do care"
"no you don't you never did"
"I always did ... you won't believe me if I told you"
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"I can try ... look Xavier I'm hurt because of this and because of this I lost my true self but I want her to be found so please just tell me"
"I can't Jane I can't tell you what happened because if I did you'll hate me more"
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