Depression
Depression is something I've struggled with my while life. Ever since I was little I knew I was different. I would look around and notice I wasn't like the other girls, because I wasn't a girl. I've been trapped in this feminine body my whole life; it's like a box, that I struggle to get out of, every day. I look around and everybody seems so happy with their friends, and I wonder 'why can't I be happy?' I sat by myself in the bathroom everyday during lunch. People would tease me because I didn't dress like the other girls. Depression. It's a thing that I've developed when I was trying to figure myself out. My gender. My sexuality. I knew I was a boy, but no one would understand. When I dressed like a girl, I dated boys, but then when I transitioned I tried dating girls to pass better; lets just say that didn't work. After years of trying to figure myself out, I know what I want. I just want to be a boy. A real boy. A real gay boy.
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