I feel like crap
I feel dead
I feel like I wanna die
I feel like sunshine should go hide behind a cloud.
I feel like I'm battling constantly with myself.
I feel like rain and the dark make me smile.
I feel different.
I feel MY FOOT STILL BEING BROKEN CAUSE I FELL DOWN THE F****** STAIRS!!!
Oh my gods I feel and look horrible my foot is dying and I whish it would fall the hella off!!
I have been holding in agner and sadness for way to flipping long, oh my gods.
and I can't just let it out because
"Oh your just going through a phase you'll get over it."
"Are you depressed/need anger management?"
"I've had worse, don't complain or people have worse."
1. I AM NOT. I know what the f*** a phase is!!!! Like don't try to tell me what's going on with me inside. Like telling me that WILL NOT HELP!!! Like my gods your just trying to sound all high power thinking you know more than I do!! My god.
2. I DON'T KNOW. Even if I did answer that question, people would try to change my asnwer. THEN just then, they would be like "your doing it for attention!!!" NO. JUST NOOOO!!!! I have feelings too you know! I may smile all the freaking time but, I may not be happy at that moment!!!!
3.
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I DONT GIVE A... i really need to calm down. But this one gets on my nerves. Now I know people may have worse or they have had worse but THIS IS MY FEELINGS WERE TALKING ABOUT. NOW YOURS NOT ANBODY ELSES. LIKE MY GODS I WILL SLAP YOU SO HARD
Ugh
I am just on messed up child
I need a cup of coffee and like three gallons of medicine to me in coma.
I don't even know if a spelled that right...
Ugh
*flips table* Rose out!!!
~the_colorful_soul
