Ask/Dare Jewel/Me

Here's where I ask you guys something...

*on the verge of tears*

... a-am I a good person...

How do I become one..

Do I follow all the rules?

Do I do everything I'm told without hesitation?

Do I let everyone make me their slave?

Do I sit and look pretty, allowing people to break my porcelain casing?

Do I make myself would look more pretty?

Then will they listen?

How am I supposed to become what they want me to when what they want me to be is not what I am..

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Or do I just give up...

I really want to just give up..

Please let me.. just let me give up..

Just let me go..

I promise it won't hurt.. it'll take a second.. it took a second to feel all this, it'll take only a second to make it all go away..

... please..

Just let me go.. stop holding onto me, there are better things out there to pay attention..

... I need help..

Please..

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.. help me......

My closest Wattpad friends:
TheEmosphere
Flowercandyy
CreepyPastaWolf
Violin_Boy1012 (I just really feel like a close friend to you)

... and Aurora_dremurr... Jessica.. I'm so sorry... I've broke.. I don't know if you can fix it this time.. I know it hasn't been long since your.. accident... But I need to know, and don't sugar coat it... do I please you.. do I make you happy? Am I doing my job as a girlfriend correctly..? Tell me the truth.. obviously I'm doing something wrong! Just what it is, dammit! Tell me! Stop telling me I'm perfect, I know I'm not! Tell me what I am, Jessica!... please.. tell me... I need to know why I'm still doing this.. why I bother trying to defend you.. I'm supposed to be, but.. But I'm not happy.. I know I love you... But why can't I be happy...?

Tell me... am I a good person..