Another Random Guy's Thoughts

Update Cycle

Now for the lesser of us or basically anyone reading this unless you can read my thoughts. I don't update this everyday yes, because not everyday.. Ugh fragment.. Because I don't find something interesting to write about everyday. Rather such with my small bits, I don't always find the time to update on those parts.

As today I found myself thinking about a girl, I knew for a time (I've known a lot of women yes)
But rather she was one of those women I dated. Rather what struck my mind about her, just the way she was. Very lively and seamlessly full of all kinds of emotions, rather one of those relationships where you wonder "How the fuck did I even make this women fall for me?" till which basically sums our relationship. Well by this time my life began to dip into darkness but besides that. I found it odd today that she struck my mind again, but then again she never appeared for her birthday or even day after. Rather rumor has it she's gone completely (alive just gone from where we would lurk). Till which bugs me, even if in the waking months, till where I never really in close friendship with her. But I mean when I breakup with someone (In the rare times I do) its never been messy with all that screaming and shit. Well normally and this was the same with her she could and did for a time hate me but was still professional enough to speak to me like a normal human being. Well it seems odd yes, but even with the rumors of her being gone I oddly.. Worry about her despite being basically an something more then a stranger but less then a friend. I mean last I saw of her was shortly before my birthday. Well.. All I can hope is wherever she resides.. Its going well for her, rather that she's having a better life then me. Not saying my life is horrible, but.. Ah.. Nevermind better not to put my foot in my mouth any deeper.