After the date, I remember perfectly the way you insisted on walking me home.
You even held my hand carefully,like I was the most fragile thing in the world, something you didn't want to ruin. But you did ruin me, in the most painful way imaginable. I like to believe that at that time you didn't know yet, because if you did know that was really selfish of you, but really if you really did knew, I still don't mind because I had the chance to be with you, and look at you first thing in the morning, and that makes it up for everything.
So when we reached the door of my apartment you looked at me.
"This was the most fun I've ever had. Thank you"
I didn't answer, I was at a state of pure bliss, you always made feel that way. You didn't need an answer anyway because next thing I knew we were kissing, a kiss so sweet and perfect in all ways possible.
Thank you for that kiss and everything that came after it.
The one who loves you the most,
Jung Hoseok
