"i win again"i teased and he smiled and looked at me"want to play Sorry?"he said"sure"i said and he put Candyland away"can i ask you something?"i said"sure"he said as he put the Sorry pieces out and he smiled"that girl....was she your first?"i said"no...we never...did it"he said"so your a virgin?"i said and smiled and he blushed"silly right?"he said"no"i said"i admire your self control...most guys lose it young and get girls prego and then leave because they are still boys"i said and he smiled and blushed"and you?"he said"wish i was"i said"when did you lose it?"he asked"at 16"i said and he looked at me"temptation took over and it happened with a 19 year old at the time"i said"i don't judge you"he said and i smiled"you should it was illegal"i said and he smiled"we all break the rules sometimes"he said and i smiled"don't think i'm weird but this past month...i've been thinking about....what it would be like to be with you like that"i said and blushed and he looked at me"same here"he said and blushed"but i'm not ready to act on it"he said"i know...because your pure and innocent...that much i know this past moth being here"i said and he smiled"y-you really thought about it with me..."he said and blushed and rubbed his arm nervously"yeah...i'm always dominate"i said and he covered his face and blushed a lot and he laughed a little and looked down...he was insecure to look me in the eyes and i sat on the couch he was on and he rubbed his arm still and i held his hand and i leaned in and he look at me and i kissed his lips and he smiled and kissed back...he held my hand tighter after"if i ever get out i'm gonna take you with me...and that's a promise"he said and i smiled"it seem like a dream"i said and he smiled"you of all people should know it might happen one day"he said and i smiled"speaking of...does your prince have a face now?"he said and i bit my lip"yeah...the face of the person i was dominating in my fantasies?"i said and he bit his thumb and smiled"time for grub guys lets get back to our rooms"they said and me and Damon walked hand and hand to our rooms and we laid in our beds and touched the wall between us"so what happen exactly in those dreams"he said"curious aren't we"i said and bit my lip"yeah"he said and i closed my eyes and imagined the wall wasn't separating us and we were laying face to face next to each other and i smiled"i'll tell you tonight....i promise"i said"can't wait"he said"i know your innocent but when i tell you want to masturbate with me"i said"if you want me to....but i never done that before"he said"your as pure as pure can get aren't you Damon"i said"you can say that"he said and laughed a little"maybe i shouldn't sever that purity...it's really hot on you"i said and i smiled and bit my nails"i'm gonna lose it someday...why not experiment it with you"he said and i smiled"i want you to love me first...it will make me feel better about it"i said"who said i'm not now"he said"after only a month"i said"feels like a year"he said and i smiled"truth is your the only girl i feel safe with...i'm not so paranoid when i'm near you"he said and i smiled"and i feel safe with you"he said and i smiled bigger"i feel comfy with you Damon...like your my angel"i said and he laughed a bit"i admire your purity...and that turns me on and i can't help but to want to bust threw this wall and be with you in the worst way"i said"at least your being honest"he said and laughed a bit and so did i"here you go Aly supper"the nurse said"thanks miss"i said"have a blessed day"she said and i smiled"you too"i said and sat up and smiled as she went to Damon Next"here you go Damon"she said"thanks so much"he said and i smiled"you have a blessed day too"she said and i smiled"you too"he said and she left and i smiled"why are they so nice?"i said"they have to be...this isn't the olden days where they beat the patients with canes if they misbehave and some just for the heck of it"he said"like American Horror Story Asylum"i kid around"yeah"he said and laughed a bit and we ate up and then we laid back down and i smiled"now tell me...what happens in your fantasies"he said"you might get turned on"i said and bit my lip"oh i'm hoping for it"he said and laughed a bit and i got closer to the wall"well..."i said and smiled"i'm nervous to say it out loud"i said and blushed"it's okay...like i said i don't judge"he said and i looked at the wall"close your eyes...i want you to imagine it"i said"okay"he said and i waited for him to close them"there closed"he said"imagine us in the same room...no wall...just us on a bed..naked"i said close to the wall"uh huh"he started to breath unsteady"i'm on top of you and its pure love and not just sex...the feelings that you can't breath because your so nervous...because it's your first time"i said and smiled and i moved my hand slowly down my underwear"i pinned your hands down and made out with you...i rub your cock slowly and gently because i know its your first experience and he told me his hand was down his pants right now and i told him my fingers were in my vagina and imagined us actually doing it as i told him what happen and he told me he couldn't do it...masturbate...he feels to dirty and i smiled"it's okay...you don't have to do it...i know your innocent and i won't let you do it if your uncomfortable with it"i said"but you turned me on..."he said"it felt like it was real"he said and i smiled"glad it did something"i said and blushed"i can't wait to see you tomorrow"he said and i smiled"you have no clue how much i want to kiss you right now"i said and he laughed a bit"i want to kiss you too"he said and i put my hand on the wall and i smiled"i love you"i said"i love you too"he said and i smiled and then my door opened and it was a nurse"come"she said and i looked at her"were you taking me"i said"your gonna be with Damon"she said and i went with her and Damon came out too"now i'm breaking all the rules here but...i'm a sucker for two kids in love so this is our secret...come"she said"i'll take you some where no one can bug you"she said and i smiled"thanks you so much"i whispered and she smiled and she tooked us to the showers and she looked at us"you have an hour"before i have to take you guys back...make it count"she said and i smiled"bless you"i said and she smiled and she went off and i looked at Damon and he smiled and i made out with him and he made out with me back and he undressed me and i smiled and laughed and he shushed me and i covered my mouth"you sure about this?"i whispered to him and he nodded his head and he tooked off his shirt and pants and bit my lip and pushed his against the shower wall and i groped him and he kissed my neck"i need you"he said pleased and i smiled"then the wait has to end"i said and pulled down his underwear and he looked at me and i made out with him and pulled on his lips sexually with my teeth and he pushed me to the wall"uhh"i moaned and he looked at me"show me that you love me Damon"i moaned and he smiled and put on the water and the water fell on us and he went inside and picked me up and i smiled and he did me slowly and i moaned and he did too and then my door opened and i woke up"breakfast and your metformen is here"the nurse said and i nodded my head"thanks miss"i said she nodded her head and she left and then she went to Damon"wake up Damon...breakfast is here"she said to him"thanks"he said sleepy and then she left"Damon..."i said"morning "he said and i smiled"i had a dream last night"i said"yeah me too"he said and i smiled"we did it in the shower"he said"yeah i had the same dream"i said"it's so weird that people can have the same exact dream"he said and i smiled"yeah"i said and i laid down and touched the wall"if only the nurse was that nice in our dream"i said"yeah..."he said...when it was game time me and Damon held hands and i laid on his shoulder"i don't mind if we never have sex....all i need is to be near you"i said and he smiled and kissed my forehead"we are gonna have sex.....today...we are breaking the rules tonight"he said to me and i looked at him"any idea how?"i said and he smiled and he smiled"like i said"you learn a few things if your here long enough he said and he had card"is that the card key?"i said and he smiled"yeah"he said"tonight we are gonna be without a wall between us"he said and i smiled and he put it away and kissed me"naughty"i said"i love you...i can't take the wall separating us anymore...even if we just talk tonight...i'll be happy"he said and i smiled and he kissed my lips and smiled and put his forehead on mine......
