i remember when i was 6, i told you i always wanted to play the saxophone.
"go chase after your dreams!" you said.
i remember my mom bought me my first saxophone and i got so excited.
i first showed it to you and you hugged me. that was also the first time you ever hugged me.
i practiced the saxophone everyday and i always thought, "i can't wait to show jungkook what i've learned!"
i remember when you were there in my first concert in 4th grade.
you told me, "you'll do great! don't be nervous! i'll always be here for you."
you lied.
when were you here when i needed you?
'maybe one day, i'll be what you need, but don't wait too long.. because the day you want me, might be the day i've finally given up'
YOU ARE READING
why.
Fanfictionyou know how in anime, the childhood friend falls in love with their childhood friend but they get rejected. ha, same thing happened to me except this isn't an anime.
