You Will Not Have My Hate

Part 3

"Havi, hey," Yuzu sits on the side of the bed, while Javier still sleeps on the other side.
He whispered to wake the man up. But Javi looks peaceful in his slumber, so, he gave up to let Javier knows that he's leaving.

"Alright, I am leaving. See you this evening," he kissed the man on his forehead and then closed the door.

Today's feels a little bit different. Suddenly it's like there is a big hole--uncovered hole inside his heart in the moment he closes the door and stepping outside the apartment. It's like he should get back inside, and cancelling the work today. But it felt too ridiculous to do that. He doesn't know the right excuse to take leave today.

"Bye, Javi,"

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It was a peaceful morning when Javi opens his eyes. Nothing heard of, because nobody's there. It's just the sound of the wind, blowing trough the curtain, leaving him alone in the room without no one else but him.

Yuzuru has leaving.

He didn't wake up when that younger man left, or at least saying wishing him a good day by a kiss on his forehead and send him off in front of the door. By just remembering that, suddenly he felt empty. It's not the first day he woke up without Yuzuru. But the emptiness inside his chest, something strange grows inside. He lets out a big sigh. What would it be this day. He needs to see him as soon as possible.

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Yuzuru feels restless. He felt that today, the time flows slowly. He kept checking his clock to make sure it's time to go home, but the hands of the clock seems doesn't move faster. When it was time to lunch, he chose to spend it outside--not like before; having lunch on his desk by doing some works. He needs to go out to get some fresh air. Something strange today. Javier didn't text him at all although it's already noon and he should be in this building by now--even tough they wouldn't seeing each other because their department's work is so different; makes them busy all day.

Looking up to the sky, he felt something hardening inside his heart. It's strange. Something wrong. He decide to ended his break early just to go back to his office. Suddenly he felt uneasy.

"Call the paramedics, sent them to the perimeter! How's the Alpha team? Any reports?!"

He finds the office suddenly becomes busy. Everyone is moving, and the papers all over the places. Calls by phone everywhere, and there's no one seems having free time.

"What happened?" he approaches the guy who always works beside him.
"The terrorist which the case we're working on, they're attacking us, near the shopping district. We're sending more Evacuation Team to the area,"

"WHAT??"

He takes no more seconds to sits on his desk and began checking the situations. There's attack. It began almost 15 minutes ago. The terrorist that the case is the one he's working on, having one building as their fortress by making the whole building as their hostage. There's polices who have been standing by since the report of the attack came, but they're need more evacuation team because there are too many hostages there to be evacuating somewhere.

"Yuzuru, coordinate with the police on the field, give me the details,"

Putting on his communication device, he contacted the police on the field. His mind couldn't stop wishing that Javier is somewhere he could reach because He hasn't hear anything from that man since this morning.

".... terror that happening in the heart of Ginza, taken the building's visitors into hostage,..."

The sounds of the news from television makes his heart's beating so fast. He has to divided his focus into two; giving the field team coordination and receiving details so the headquarter could decided what they would do next, and thinking about Javi that still no where to be reach.