1.
Half dead wilting Sunflowers is my mood.
Trapped in a jail,
whirling visions,
wilting down slowly,
Starry nights tells to hold on of another day and clouds
on days
gives advice of letting go of the risks that love can bring
In a way I do let go
Loved you enough so I can do so
I guess some people came in life just to say goodbyes.
Dying of the light of yours.
I'm comfortable only in dim spaces
between us all the what ifs
It's still good to have someone who understands half enough
When you're too complicated to began with.
2.
I sail out paper boats from my black whole heart
To the jungle city located inside your brain.
Float in and soak up and drown down those paper origami as to water the gardens beside the houses in your head
At night I turn my hands to branches
as if turning to a tree
& let bugs crawl into me
In silence I watch my imaginary starry sky made of helicity.
And wonder, and I wonder
What tomorrow's sunshine will bring.
[Epidermal outro]
3.
Let me help you,
Speak to me over dead florescence
So what, if I am dead
I'll listen; till the end
Pour down your darkness to me
Letting go a little
Is a way of escapism.
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Word note:
Helicity- a character of DNA
Epidermal outro - epidermal means the outer protective layer of skin, and outro means the opposite of intro but not that end. Both of the word together means as the beginning part of a end.
Florescence - stand here as flowers / floweret.
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