° 「Not Your Typical University」 ° (BTSxYOUxBPxY/2/BFF)

44-Hannah's Past

I have no friends.

I'm very lonely.

I have no family too.

Well yes I did. But because of too much jealousy, my freaking dad killed my mother. He was guilty and he left me alone.

And now here I am sitting, still alone eating while the other kids are eating with their friends. They are happy even if their parents abandoned them.

Lucky.

I sigh as I eat faster to finish my food.

"Hello Hannah." I look up to see a nun from this orphanage.

She looks new here. I've never seen her before.

I'm happy that she said 'Hi' to me, but what does she want? She wants me to mingle with other kids?

Well I don't wanna do that. The last time I did that, they just bully me.

Can you believe it? A 5-year-old is already a bully.

"Hi.."

"Why are you eating here alone?"

"I have no friends."

She'll say, 'then mingle with others!'

Boy I was wrong.

"Then I can be your friend."

Ever since that day, me and sister Eun Hee got close and I feel more alive. I feel so happy that finally, I'm not alone.

So the time when someone adopted me, I had a mental breakdown. I didn't want to leave sister Eun Hee, but she said I need to.

"This is the chance that you'll have a family."

"But you're my family."

"Yes we're a family. You're just gonna have another family, but i'm still your family. Okay?"

"She needs to go Sister Eun Hee." I cried and hold on to sister's clothes, but the head nun picked me up.

And before I knew it, I'm leaving the orphanage.

After an hour or two of traveling, we arrive at a house which I'm guessing is the home of the family who adopted me.

"Come on~ Don't cry~ We will take good care of you, don't worry~" The woman says, which of course is the mother.

"We are your family now. You can call her eomma, me your appa, him your oppa, and she is your dongsaeng. Well only for how many months but, yeah." Said the man.

"You all are no family for me! You took me away from my family!!" I say and tried to ran away from the house but they stopped me so I just stomped my way to my new room and there I cried.

It took me like 6 months to get really close to them, much longer from me and sister Eun Hee. And for the first time in forever, I was happy at my birthday. My 6th birthday is so memorable.

Within those 6 months, I also made a friend, Jisoo. We are all so close together. We are all so happy, until that incident.

The four of us are just playing at the front yard while our parents and Jisoo's parents are inside chatting when this set of gangsters breaks in our yard.

They are armed with guns. We can't do anything but to cry for help until our parents heard us, but once they did it was too late. They got my step brother and beat him up.