When you're just completely broken and you just don't care, but you care to much, and you don't want to talk to anyone, but you want support from everyone and you just want to die but what happens tomorrow and why is it ok to be one way sometimes but not other times and why is being one way adorable then annoying in the span of 12 seconds and why just why why why why why are people like this why does it hurt so much why does it not hurt at all why do I keep putting myself through this when I don't have to why is it so easy to fall into those traps and so hard to climb out why is it so hard to see the trap why am I so paranoid that there is a trap why can't I just have a normal thing with out it flying off the rails or biting me in the ass why do I still take risks why don't I just through it all away
