i really hate being everyone's sturdy rock to lean on all the time, because they think that means that i don't need to have any support.
and i hate having to ask to let down my guard because i'm scared people will think less of me because i'm not as grounded and set as they think i am.
i just want a shoulder to lean on without feeling like i'm letting them down by leaning on it.
cause i hurt too, and i need love too.
i'm so tired of always having to be so strong.
i'm weak.
all i want is to be taken care of.
*sigh*
