A New Beginning

Chapter 20

Shiloh –

Another month has passed since Orion and I had our eye opening heart to heart. Our sixth year wedding anniversary is upon us and he has no clue. I would like to do something special for him since I have spent the past month avoiding any discussions regarding our condo.

I don't know why I'm being so hesitant. Honestly he's here with me by my side and very much alive. I can't be thankful enough just for that miracle.  This past month has been wonderful. Orion has been more forward in his advances towards me and I can't help but smile every time I think about one of our encounters.

Having this newish like husband is an adventure. Everything is so fresh and new to him and his utter joy and happiness is contagious. Gran jokes that she is going to throw us out of the estate as she already went through the teenage love thing with us and it's nauseating to go through it a second time.

I think back to last night, in bed with my very sexy man who did things to me he never did before.

I'm in the connecting bathroom to my bedroom. It didn't take long to move Orion into my room once he refused to let me sleep alone so here we are together again. I am getting myself ready for bed. He has gotten bolder and much more comfortable in his own skin.

His hair is growing in and he loves it when I rub my fingertips through it.  He shivers in delight every single time.  Being with him is a new experience and honestly, I am enjoying every minute of it. I look over at the door as I see him enter and look right at me with his baby blues and he smiles that oh so familiar smile only meant for me.

My pulse begins to beat just a bit faster as I become aroused by his gaze which travels the length of my body and zeroes in right on my growing erection. He enters the bathroom and closes the door behind him. He stalks towards me and stands just a hairs breath away from my entire body.

He takes his hands and runs them from the top of my shoulders all the way down to the tips of my hands. He tangles our fingers together, bends slightly and takes my lips with his own. He nibbles and suckles on my lips and now my blood is beginning to boil.  His lips feel so amazing against my own.

After sinking his tongue into my mouth and taking ownership of it, he lets my lips go and slowly starts leaving little sucking kisses down my throat. He continues this path down the center of my chest all the while still holding on to my hands.

By now, I am a heated mess of moans, gasps and groans as he continues his oral assault on my body. He keeps on his path and works his way down to my now very hard  and leaking erection. He gets on his knees and places my hands on his head and I grip on for dear life as he takes my member into his mouth right through my boxer briefs.  I'm pretty sure the gasp that comes from my mouth can be heard throughout the estate.

My body is thrumming with need. He gets right down to the root and just sucks like a hoover and I just lose it. He just sucks and sucks, up and down and I quickly feel my orgasm creep upon me. I start thrusting into his mouth with abandon and he moans his approval and the vibrations of those moans is the last straw.

With all the strength I can muster, I grip his head still and just explode inside of his mouth and moan out his name over and over again. When I finally come down from that high I lean forward in an effort to keep from falling down.

My man kisses the tip of me gently causing an involuntary shiver to travel through my body and then gets back up and wraps his arms around my waist and says, "Now that's the best snack ever!" I laugh at his comment and once I feel a bit more grounded I go to reach for him but he pulls away slightly.

With a questioning look on my face I say,"I want to take care of you too!" "No need my angel. I came when you did." Sure enough, I look down at his pants and see the evidence of his orgasm all over the front of his pajamas.

Knowing that I made him so excited that he came without my touch was a heady feeling. It's also something that has never happened between us but I'm not going to mention it. I don't want to keep comparing the old Ori with the new.

I want us to move forward but in order to do that I know that we will have to return to our condo. Ori and I have discussed the possibility of just selling it and getting a new place for the new version of our relationship to blossom. This idea appeals to me very much but again, we still have to return to our old home in order to get some closure.

I have come to the conclusion that I may never know why Orion cheated on me. I may never know with who or even how many. I don't care anymore. I've loved him all my life and I love him now. I'm just afraid that if we go back to the condo, the bad memories will return and I'm afraid he will change.

I love the new Ori who takes the time to enjoy everything simply because it's new to him. He's so gentle and caring and although I never doubted his love for me in the past, Orion treats me so different now and I love every minute of it.

I just hope that if his memory were to ever return, that we can cope together.