Chapter 5- Date?

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It's been years now ...years since Anxiety arrived ...He still got traumatic flashbacks of his past ...he still kept having his feelings hidden from everyone...making sure he didn't feel attached ...making sure he didn't feel like he cared...but he couldn't help it ...he cared immensely ....and that leads to overthinking and Anxiety...

Anxiety's Pov ~

"So guys , I need to ask you something..." said Thomas, who for some reason summoned all of us ...

"Even mine ?" I said a little suspiciously ...

"Um not exactly ...I well have a date and ugh wanted to ask you if you mind not tagging along ..." He says bitting his lip ...

He didn't want me here...

"Ahh , now whose the lucky man?" Asked princey not even bothering to look at me ....

"It's a guy named Jason , met him at a bakery, and he seems really nice"  Thomas said quickly, his cheeks turning red ...

I didn't pay attention for the most part ...I wasn't going to be there do what's the point ? ...I just kept looking at my shoes tugging my sleeves...

I couldn't keep the thoughts out of my head...they kept coming up , and up...making me feel worthless, small, weak ... reminding me how I screw up everything  ..reminding me why people don't want me around ...

These thoughts kept tormenting me until my ears perked up to something Thomas said ...

"So , Where do we go for the date?"

"That new restaurant besides the old park !" I basically shouted in excitement ...smiling a bit thinking of the memories but stoped quickly enough so no one could see  ...

They all stood there...shocked by my sudden out burst ...

"Well , I heard it is quite romantic" Princey said , breaking the silence, straighting his suit ..

"And I will come too...I swear I'll stay in the park" I said silently not daring to look at anyone  ....

"But can't you just go to an other park?" Thomas said ,  clearly unsure about it...I don't blame him anxiety on a date must feel horrible ...

"No, I can't and don't ask why, please?" I said now looking at him directly in the eye ..

"Oh what the heck, fine" he said with a little smile ....

"Thanks.." I said, back to my intimidating tone, while sinking down ...

I couldn't believe it ...I was actually going there ...the one and only place where I actually had some happy memories...until it all changed ...

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Hi guys ...I have two tags that I have to do and since I already did 2 authors note...my plan now is to do 3-4 chapters and then do the tags okay ? ...also yes Jason cuz why not ! So anyway , Bye ❤! ...

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