Nymph of my mind

Break up

Crying wasn't something the great detective of the east did, therefore his voice couldn't be trembling as if he was about to let his emotions loose. Yet he was just in that exact position - trying not to cry when he knew that it was better for him to let the years flow. But he was Shinichi Kudou and Shinichi Kudou did not cry ever even when he was threatened, harassed, beaten and mistreated - he stood his ground and had an image of a cold and calculations person; He wasn't that person, though the need for him to be was certainly there. He couldn't precisely go around crying his eyes out when he had a gun to his head, not if he wanted the person a actually shoot; maybe just because he was so annoying.

The reason he was in this state was no less and no more his boyfriend wanting to break up. Not because he didn't love him or something, but because he had to move to America, a completely different continent, and it would be hard to keep the relationship afloat and as well when they were distanced. A long distance relationship could work without​ them breaking up but in the long term they would grow apart and while they might not end it in 2 or tree years, they will in a decade or two. Most likely in the first six months, because Kaito's moving wasn't​ temporary either.

He couldn't disagree with Kaito's reasoning, however that wasn't going to make him end this - he had dual citizenship so he could technically just move together with Kaito; He had the money, spoke the language and his career wouldn't suffer either. The magician remained unsure about the plan, barely managing to nod in approval which settled Shinichi's decision. He had a couple accommodations all over the USA, so making himself at home wouldn't be too much of a change, he lived in California before.

"Are you sure you want to go with me? It a completely new life, you would need to make everything from the start." True. Shinichi was amazing and he wanted to be with him together, however making Shinichi pack all his thing and start a new life in a foreign country wasn't easy. Career-wise he would do fine, he already had contacts there and when he already had game in Japan for being a detective genius it would take no time to continue, culturally he already lived a more western style of living anyways, however he felt he was asking too much from him. Moving from Tokyo to Kyoto was an important change in one's life not to mention such a drastic change when you move outside if your country. And not an easy country either - like South Korea or Taiwan.

"I'll be fine as long as I we are together." It was cheesy and he tried to be, but it still held a grain of truth. He could have a happy life almost anywhere on the planet, be it Paris, Tokyo, London or San Diego. Then, it wasn't as if he was going all alone  - he had him to be with and go through all the challenges they would face in their new environment together. "We should be together right now, you know?" The jump was obvious, however right now what he needed was distraction. After days and days of bad news and uncertainty regarding their possible breakup and everything he needed some fun in his life, especially with his partner with whom he hadn't done many activities lately except pack things and talk about their plans for the future. Sex wasn't happening for a week and a half, so he could initiate it even though he wasn't horny per se (then again you didn't need to be horny to want sex with your significant other).

Kaito could work with that - definitely. He was never the man to refuse such a beauty anything and when what his Shinichi desired sex, he would get it; Intercourse was an activity he loved so repeating it once again with his previous in the library was on his to do list ever since Shinichi have off the innuendo. He would play hard first, because it was lovely to tease the detective even when he had the full intention of making him walk side to side - Shinichi also knew from the beginning so, so they played a sorta kinda roll play it seemed. Dragging things had a purpose this time: he needed to get lube for one, and second there still wasn't a real atmosphere around them. Cleaning up the desk a bit in order not to destroy the books was a good idea too - not only Shinichi, bit also his father would kill him if he was the one guilty of destroying their precious worlds though Yusaku was probably going to go much harder on him, because he was fucking his son.

To hell with it all, he wasn't exactly able to think rationally when he had Shinichi making all kinds of suggestive gestures - currently he was telling Kaito all he things which he wanted to be done to him, which well. The detective was never a very vocal person, except when he screamed and moaned from pleasure, but he had to say he rather liked this form of expression; It certainly had appeal. "You would actually let me?" Hr had to act shocked when his lover was flustering into his ear some of the dirtiest, most perverse actions ever. Who knew the detective had it in him - usually he was a shy little thing that blushed when Kaito tried to kiss him in public or dropped something like 'We should go to the beach, you'll look lovely in a bikini' and now his  boyfriend asked him for analingus. Who was he to refuse such offer?

This was absolutely, certainly fully planned by the detective - why else would he just have an enema before? He certainly liked this playful side of Shinichi, he could only hope it stayed for a while or made an appearance more often - sex would be definitely upgraded. Ugh, if Shinichi was going to be this eager whenever he put him in female clothes, of course the prn ones, he was doing that every time from now on without exception. The detective rode him! It was slow, letting him enjoy the wonderful tightness around his member while he massaged Shinichi's member and kissed him slowly. No one claimed the couldn't be all romantic.