To start it off
But I'm really just lost
I don't understand
Of what I should
Like what if and what could
I'm so scared
I'm scared
And I don't know why
But I want to try
Try to understand
Try to understand I don't know
I guess why
Like why am I scared
You know?
This is a hard feeling to cope
It's a feeling where somehow I still find hope
I want to understand it all
But I cant..
And I don't know how
But that's why there's God
Because maybe I want to understand
What I just can't
Sometimes I feel like I put myself in my predicament
Like why can't I control what I can control
Is it some diseases I'm secretly diagnose with?
Is there cure?
I don't know
Is it cause I'm blind?
To see what's really there in front of me
Am I scared of rejections?
Am I scared of no' s?
What's wrong with me?
Like can I see
What I'm doing to me
I'm sticking myself in a dark corner
Just afraid
Am I missing the things around me?
Were there something I was suppose to laugh at?
Did I miss a clue or worse misread things?
I don't know
I guess that's how I'm going to end it off
Though
~~Jessica B.
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What the Quiet Girl has to Say
PoetryMany topics ranging from social anxiety to highschool crushes. This is like my personal diary but I'm willing to share and talk about my experiences and journeys through this poem. Come join the ride with me.
