21 // help, i'm in love with the darkness and i don't know why!

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HELP, I'M IN LOVE WITH THE DARKNESS AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!
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will someone please explain 
how darkness can be so beautiful? 
how i can be so afraid
for so very long
and then suddenly,
in an instant, in a
single brilliant gratifying moment,
the fear can fade away,
the binding chains can loosen and decay,
and all that i once found
terrifying, all that once made
me shiver and cry,
can be reborn as something
truly beautiful in my eyes?

i used to fear the night
for what i thought it could hide.
i used to fear the evil in people –
the evil in myself.
now i see the beauty in these
small darknesses, these
familiar horrors. they
are beautiful.
and still i wonder why.

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