I wish I could say that I
wasn’t ignoring and
avoiding you on purpose,
to be honest I’m not really
sure if I have been or not.
Just thinking about you hurts,
and yet, you were never
really mine to begin with.
And if I could have a choice
between wanting you to
like me as much as I like
you, or having our friendship,
all of it, completely erased
from my mind.
For some weird reason I would
choose the latter.
☪
