Just Give Me A Reason (Parking 5 ft. Their Girlfriends.)

DS - 34

//Chapter 34

GABY’S POV

Another day, Nasa bar room ang Parking 5.  Pababa palang ako, Nakikinig ko ang inggay nila. Tawanan at Lokohan, So I went down, Tulog pa ang girls except Mae. Siya yung kasama nilang girl. I went to the room pero bago pa ko makapasok.

“You know what Guys. I like someone else.” Sabi nung Mahal ko.

It’s JC.

“Hala? Baliw ka nab a? Pano si Gaby. She’s very nice and pretty.” Sabi ni Mae. Sa tagal na naming magkakasama. Imposible nang hindi ko malaman ang boses nila.

“I like somebody else. Maganda siya and I swear you’ll like her. She’s prettier than Gaby.” Sabi ni JC. Wow. Harap Harapan po.Hindi, Actually ansakit.

“Are you really kidding JC!? Umalis ka na dito, Walang ganyan sa Parking 5. Tsh.” Sabi ni Kuya DJ.

“Pero Kuya!?” rereklamo na sana ulit si JC.

“Oo nga Kuya DJ. Kung ayaw na niya talaga. Edi wag.” Sabi ko, Nagulat naman sila.

“Gaby!?” react ni JC at napatayo naman siya. I smiled sarcastically

“Ano JC? Ano ba tayo? Ano bang meron talaga tayo? Lokohan lang ba ‘to? Sana kaya mong diretsuhin yang feelings mo diba? Hindi yang dinadala mo pa sa barkada! Ako pa ba JC? Ha? Kasi kung hindi na. I’ll be leaving, Matatanggap ko naman e. Pero ang hirap lang talaga na isipin na I gave you my heart. My whole heart and also my trust. Pero bakit ganun?  Argh. Never Mind!”  sabi ko at umalis a. They tried to catch me but I ran.

Nasa may door na ako ng…

“Gaby!?” shocked na sabi ni Ate Kath, Kalalabas niya lang. “What happened to you!?” sabi ni but I closed the door. Gusto ko lang umiyak.

Pumasok si Ate Kath and she hugged me.

“Gaby?”sabay pasok din ni  Mae at Daezen.

“Ayoko na *sobs* Ang Hirap. *sobs* Bakit ganun? Ang daya. *sobs* ang unfair *sobs* Bakit hindi ako nalang? Bakit. *sobs* Ako tong nagmamahal ng sobra, ako yung nasaktan. *sobs*” sabi ko, Napailing naman si Mae.

“Walang nasasaktan na nagmamahal. Hindi naman kasi laging perfect e.” sabi ni Ate Kathryn. I should listen to her kasi alam ko nasaktan na din siya. Ang sakit pala ano?

“Remember you girls asked me what I fear of?  Alam ko na, Know that what you fear is what you find. And what I feared the most is what I found a while ago. It hurts. So much.” And here my luha goes.

“Gaby, Stop Crying for a boy. Move on, Let go.” Sabi ni Mae sakin.

“Akala mo ba ganun kadali? Ha-ha-ha. Sabagay, Hindi ka pa kasi nasasaktan. Wala ka din kasing Idea kung gano kasakit” Am I correct?

“You’re probably right… I don’t have any idea what you’re going through. How hard is it to let someone go. How painful it must be to know that as right as you two are for each other, it doesn’t mean you’re right for each other now. I wouldn’t know a thing about that. About how it makes you want to scream, or hit someone…or cry.” Sagot niya.  My answer is silly wrong.  Sana hindi nalang yung sagot ko. She went out.

“Gaby..’ napa hinga ng malalim si Ate Kath. Sorry.

“I want to go back home Ate. I want now. Please?”  sabi ko nalang. I know she understands me. Nangyari na to sa kanya e.