Stan Your Man ♡ Sill

notebook entry twenty nine:

| Last and final chapter. No longer is Stan a young boy, he is now a thirty year old man |

Hi, I saw a name on a book today. It was Bill Denbrough. It made me remember something. This notebook, actually. I have no clue who this Mr. Denbrough is. Maybe he was my crush that I fantasized over and made stories up about. But I don't even remember living in a Derry, Maine.
My wife found this book and found it cute. Something about small me liking boys. But last I checked I wasn't a homosexual. And I don't know a Bill.
But he sounds quite amazing, and now successful. And I hope little me wasn't too heart broken over him moving to success.
Maybe in another life I'll have another chance with this Bill. But until then, I hope he's doing okay.
My heart beats like a drum as I write his name and my mind is blank. For what, I have no clue. It's sad to say that our love wasn't true. I wonder if he knows me like little me knew him? Maybe I'll search him up. Until then little me.
-Stanley Uris