"Thank you very much, Milan! I love you!" I hear Shawn saying on stage before he came backstage. "Hey babe. How was the show?" He asks. "Great! I love seeing you this happy!" I said kissing him on the nose. "Oh you're sweaty, go take a shower." I laughed. "Ok see you later." He said and walked away to take a shower. I walked in his Greenroom to get my and his stuff ready. We had to be fast today. Security said that the Italian-Fans are very passionate and that many of them would wait for Shawn. Shawn had nothing against it but security said that he can't take pictures and that he should go in the bus as soon as possible. I don't know why but we have to do what they say. Plus we have to be in Stockholm tomorrow so there's a long drive waiting for us. "I'm ready can we go?" I ask shawn as I walked in the hallway. He was waiting for me as he was finished with showering. "Yes sure. Let me take this" he said while taking his stuff. When we walked out the fans began to scream very loud. Wow I never heard this loud fans. Some of them were even screaming my name. I looked up and smiled to them. I love them. All of them! We walked straight in the bus. "Wow they are pretty loud." I said laughing about Shawn who was clumsy again. "They were I love them so much!" "Oh oh should I get jealous?" We walked in the little kind of living room in the bus and sat down. "Yes you should" he joked. "I love you!" I said while cuddling with him. "I love you too!" He kissed my hair. ~next morning~ I woke up because the bus was shaking. I looked at my phone. Wow 06:45 am. Oh gosh. But I couldn't sleep anyways. I stood up and went to shawns bunkbed. "Wake up sweetie!" I whispered kissing his face. "Mhhh" he turned around and looked me in the eyes. "What o'clock is it?" "Oh ehm 06:45 am.... I'm sorry. But I think we're almost there anyways." I smiled trying the excuse myself. "Ok I'll get ready." He said standing up.
"Guys are you ready? We arrived at the hotel! There are some fans. Please get your stuff in your rooms first and then go take pictures ok?" Shawms manager said. "Yes sure." Shawn smiled. He loves his fans very much, I think I really get jealous. ;) wegwälzest out of the bus. "Shawn can we take pictures, please!" I heard fans screaming. "I'm right back. I just have to check in and then I'm coming back again ok? I promise!" He said and we walked in the hotel. After we checked in he went outside while I was waiting in our room. My phone was ringing, it es shawn. "Hello?" "Y/n you have to come outside they want pictures with you!" He said laughing. "What? Are you sure?" Is asked confused. I don't have that many fans. I mean most of shawns fans are hating me bc they want to be his girlfriend. "But yes sure I'm on my way" I said. I walked outside we're shawn and the girls were standing. "Omg y/n! I love you so much! Thank you so so much!" A girl said coming up to me shaking. "Hey I love you too!" I said while hugging her. "Can we please take a picture?" "Yes sure!" She took a few photos of us. "You're really cute what is your name?" I asked. "Oh...ehm... I'm Lara." She said still shaking. "Hey Lara, calm down. I'm just a normal human too." I hugged her again. She was so cute. "O...ok" she stuttered. I laughed and walked to the other girls to take pictures with them. As we were finished shawn and I walked back in the hotel. "They love you. I think especially Lara loved you even more than me." Shawn smiled. "Oh what does that mean?" "Oh nothing" he said then kissing me. "Ok what should we do now?" I ask him after we got ready after our long drive. "I have to go to the venue because of soundcheck, q&a and meet and greet." He said packing his stuff for the venue. "Ok I'm coming with you." I said not knowing what else to do. When we arrived at the venue shawn had to go straight to soundcheck. I went to his greenroom and put our stuff there. Then I walked in front of the stage and watched shawn singing. He is so perfect. Especially when he performs. He is so passionate about it and it makes him happy. I love that. And I love him! "But you that I can't help it 'cause girl beautiful" he sings. "I can't deny I want your body but I'm a gentlemen so I'll be the one who takes it slowly" he is smirking at me. I laughed and shook my head. "No." I said, knowing that he was in his dirty mood now. I walked backstage again to shawns stylist. We're really close. Because we're the only women in the crew. Or just say the only women on tour because I'm only on tour in Europe. "Hey y/n Long Time no See" she smiled and hugged me. "Haha I know nearly 12 hours... can you do my make-up? I'm bored.." I asked. I love to get my make-up done. "Sure. What do you want?" "Oh nothing special just a light one. I want to watch the show tonight." I normally don't watch the whole shows because it's too loud for me and it's the same every time. But today I felt I want to see him on stage again. "Uhhh ok I have an idea!" She said excited. After half an hours she finished the make up. It was beautiful.
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"Thank you! It's beautiful!" "No probs. what are you doing now?" She asked tidying up the mess she made. "I don't know. Shawn has q&a now and after that M&G... maybe I just go out in the city to explore Stockholm..." I wasn't sure what to do. "Yes! You have to see Stockholm. It is so beautiful and the people here are really nice!" She said excited. I took a taxi to the hotel. I wanted to change before I go in the city. In front of the hotel were many fans when they saw me they began to scream. I just waved and walked in. When I came back outside I got mobbed by the fans. Oh shit. No. I don't have any security. "Guys please give me some space." I said. Trying to get out. "Guys please. Give me some space and I can take pictures with everybody ok?" As I said that the fans screamed even louder and tried to take pictures with me even more. "Guys I really need some space! Please!" Than all of a sudden the girls began to form a line. I took with everyone a photo. I really love them. I never thought that I have this much fans. To see them in person es so beautiful. "Thank you so much guys. Have a great day! And if you're going to the show tonight have fun!" I said while going to my taxi. "Sorry that you had to wait so long. I didn't expected that to happen." I excused myself by the driver. "Oh problem." He said. After 2 hours in the city shawn called me. "Hey babe. Where are you?" He asks. "Hey. I'm in the city but I'm planning to come back to the venue now." "Hopefully I miss you." "Haha shawn I miss you too. Even though we didn't saw each other for a few hours." I walked to a taxi and said the driver where I wanted to go. "So how was meet and greet and q&a?" I asked. "Oh it was great. They are so nice here. I love them." He said. "You're really in love with them. But I love them too. I got mobbed today. It was so stressful! Really. I can't understand how you could live like this." "Hold on. What?! You got mobbed today?" Why didn't you called? I could've send you security." "It's ok. They were really nice and lined up really fast to take pictures." I said. "Ok I have to hang up now. I'm nearly there and have to pay the taxi. Love you." I hung up. I walked to the venue. There were so many fans outside. Wow Swedish fans are more passionate than I thought. Some of them recognised me and came up to me. "Hey can you give this to shawn?" One girl ask giving me a drawing from her of him. "Yes sure! Wow that is really good." I was impressed. "Can we take pictures?" "Please" to girls asked. "Yes sure.... wait... I just have to to my ponytail again. I don't think I look good but here you go." I laughed. When the girls had their photos I went inside the venue. Shawn was in the Hallway with James. As he saw me he came to me and kissed me. Wow how I love that. "Hey" I said. "This is for you from a fan of you." I gave him the drawing. "Oh wow thanks. That's beautiful. But not as beautiful as you are!" He kissed my forehead. "Wow smooth Mr. Mendes" I joked. "Are you watching the show tonight?" James asked. "Yes. I planned to...." "If you do you need some seats. I don't want you to get mobbed again" shawn lays a arm around me. "Oh I really don't need one. It's ok." I said. "Ok you have to know." He said. "Boys come on! James you have to be on stage in one minute!" Someone was screaming. "On my way." James said, running towards the voice. "Ok than. Get ready I will be first row watching you!" I joked. I kissed him and went in front of the stage to watch James and than Shawn.
