Shawn Mendes Imagines

Goodbye

Shawn,

I'm sorry for ending this like that. You know I love you always and forever!
But I can't do this anymore. We had the best time together and I'm very thankful for that. The last 4 years were the best years of my live. Only because of you. You always made me laugh, you make me feel loved and you helped me anytime I needed your help. You could've been on the other side of the world and you'd always be there for me. And I feel like I never could give back to you what you deserve for that. You are the love of my live.
I don't want to leave you. I have to.
I have had too many secrets that I can't tell you, I can't be your girlfriend like that.

I love you, Shawn Peter Raul Mendes! Always remember that.

-Y/f/N

Shawn's POV
She was crying. I hold her even tighter than usual. How could she ever think like that? Did I do something wrong? Was this my fault?
"I'm so sorry, Shawn!" She said looking me in the eyes. She looked bad. She looked broken. "Don't be sorry! I love you!" I said starting to cry. Why does she feel like that? I brakes my heart seeing her be this broken and sad. "You just have to promise me: no more of these letters and no more secrets! Y/N, you are not alone. If you don't want to talk to me, there are different people out there who you can talk to. Ok?" I look at her. "I try to.." she said looking down. "You have to promise me!" I said, getting angry on me. "I'm sorry I didn't meant to sound angry." I said fast. "It's ok. And I promise!" Y/N said looking me in the eyes. I put a strain of hair behind her ear and kissed her. She kissed me back. I felt that she needs love. And I'm trying to show her my love for her even more in the future.