jennifer,
i can't fall asleep again so why not tell you about how i've been feeling lately while you've been gone🙃
wow there aren't enough words that i know to describe this month and a week with your goofy/crazy ass.
while you're at that hell hole with your bitch ass roommate (even though i felt really bad for her for a gpod 10 seconds😂) and alejandro we're 2,374 miles apart and only getting to talk for about 2 hours a day. which kinda seems like a lot but compared to how much we usually talk it's not a lot para nada. but i appreciate it cause it could be a lot worse like when you were thinking about joining the army smh. we have what 3 more days including today.
ugh why did you have to go and do this to us. what if you don't get out of there sunday and we actually do have to go another week??? idk what i'm gonna do tbh, probably cry myself to sleep every night like i already am????😭
i miss so many things about you and us and the way things used to be...
-the first thing you say when i answer "hey beautiful"
-your voice
-your laugh
-your sister yelling
-spanish....spanish dudeeeee you already knowwww, i know you got me
-never stop
-us fighting about if i was ever really jealous cause of the cheerleader😂 (i still wasn't)
-you singing
-25/8
-you yelling at my step brother
-crying and calling you to make me feel better
-falling asleep with you
-BANG BANG
-waking up with you...talking, you already know
-if eyes could speak
-talking about getting me my piglets
-the princess and the frog
-me calling you jennifer
-you've cried over me and you like never cry
-you like...love my friends i feel like you would take them faster then you would take me sometimes
-me and the piglets favorite number is 44😂 (don't try to understand it y'all you won't)
-the list could go on
but just you in general babe
i remember the first time you texted me and i thought you were hella weird and that i didn't want to talk to you. but we talked for that week and got to kinda know each other and friday we talked on the phone and you said you loved my laugh cause that's what i did instead of saying hi or hey (i know really smooth)
and then you somehow got comfortable or you we're trying to help the awkwardness by singing and you sung in spanish and you got me in that moment. i mean obviously you already kinda got me but when you did that, that killed it i was whipped from then on
we tell each other everything even though sometimes it takes a while to get it out...🙃 sorry
i already love your best friend cause we have the same taste in music😉 even though you don't like him it's okay😊❤
we're gonna get a husky for you and i forget what we named it but then we're getting the kitten and naming her caprisun😂 and our 2 piglets named priscilla and marketta that will take your spot if you don't wanna act right
but first you gotta put a ring on it blue raspberry please or a glazed doughnut with sprinkles and then i want SNICKERS too (i love you babe i'm not being mean it's cute and i'll always be here to help you like you helped me pass my spanish final)
but yeahhhhhh there's never an awkward moment with you. you're like my second best friend🤞 if we weren't dating we would definitely be best friends (sorry liz😅)
i can't wait until sunday when i get to talk for most of the day if everything goes according to plan. then i get to listen to you read your letter to me that's taken you "all week" to get ready😑 but it's alright it better be so good that you're crying and it's not just me as usual
so yeah it's getting late even though it's only 11:30 there (so you know what time it is here😉) and i know if we were on the phone like we usually are you would be making me go to bed soooo
i love you babe
i love you more
i love you most
i love you mosterestrestrwstsgqiwvwsikwjejsjndbsidnfnsirntkskrnrkskrnrnakenr
jennifer i love you😘💕
