Swara..!! How could u..??

Pls Punish Me.. (Chapter 10)

Swara's pov

I am helpless..!!!

I am helpless..!!!

I couldn't do anything Sanskaar..!! Nothing..!! Even after knowing the truth.. I couldn't do anything..!!

This one month Sanskaar..!!! One month I tired to tell u but couldn't..!!!

Everytime I made up myself of telling u the truth.. I couldn't...!!! Just couldn't..!!!

I am sorry..!!!

Even today I thought of telling u but didn't..!! I know that u will forgive me but I don't want u to forgive me easily..!!

U will have to punish me for it..!!! Yes..!!! How could I just leave u like that even if it wasn't ur mistake..!!

I could have waited for some more time or have talked to you... But no... I didn't..!!

So I must be punished for this..!!!

Pls bring back laksh fast... And I also know that in anger u will bring laksh fast..!!!

Then take me from badi and punish me Sanskaar..!!

Pls punish me Sanskaar..!!

End of swara's pov

Sanskaar pov

Evening

I completed today's work...!!! I was hungry... I didn't had anything from morning...

I was about to give order then I got the call from commissioner..

Smile curved up... I immediately picked up the call...

" Good evening sir..!! Any progress..?? "

" Good evening Mr Maheshwari..!!! For that only I have called u.. "

" Yes sir..!! Pls tell me.. "

"  Even though we have caught one member from their gang... It looks like it will take some more time...! "

" But why sir..?? "

"  This man is just a mediator between the gang and outside world... And those people were clever enough not to share any information with this man..!! "

"  But sir...?? U know my situation and my family's..?!? U very well know how much laksh is needed to be back..?? "

" I understand Mr Maheshwari..!! But I am trying my level best..!! I have got a clue about them... Going to lay another trap..!! But it will take some more time..!! "

"  But sir..?? How many more traps..??? "

" Mr Maheshwari pls..!! I am understanding ur position but this is the only way..!! "

"  No sir..!! There is also another way..!! And u know it... "

" I risk ur life Mr Maheshwari..!! I can't let u in this..!! Already laksh is trapped and I can't let u trap urself in this...!! Ur family already lost laksh.. They can't lose u Sanskaar..!!! "

"  This is the only reason why I am stopping myself..!!! "

" Don't worry Mr Maheshwari..!!! We will find laksh soon... "

" Thank you sir..!! "

I hung the call..

Again my hopes are crashed.. I thought that police will find laksh soon but now..

Nothing...!!!

I went back to couch and laid down...

God..!!! More how much time..?? One month has passed..!!

But still no progress.. I am still standing there only..!!

I can't find laksh..!!

I can't bring back swara..!!

I can't fulfill bade maa wish..!!

I couldn't do anything..!!

Why..?? Why ain't I getting a clue..?? Why am I feeling helpless..??

Pls help me out someone..!! Pls..!! I can't be lonely any more..!!

No Sanskaar..!! U can't be weak..!! U have to be strong..!!

Everytime some or the other will leave u and go and u will fall weak..!!

I shouldn't break... I have to be strong..!! Strong enough to live alone..!!

At least for my decision..!! Once I bring back laksh I will leave everyone..!!

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