unresponsive (camren)

twelve

lauren: happy birthday princess!!

sent at 7:55 pm

delivered

lauren: you're 20 now. holy shit.
time flies by.

sent at 8:03 pm
delivered

lauren: i haven't seen you since late
december.

sent at 8:05 pm

delivered

lauren: can you believe it's been 3 months since we last saw each other?

sent at 8:06 pm

delivered

lauren: i never thought we'd last this
long apart.

sent at 8:09 pm

delivered

lauren: i still wait every night for you
to come home but you never do.

sent at 8:11 pm

delivered

lauren: i miss you.

sent at 10:13 pm

delivered

lauren: i miss cutting the cake with
you on your birthday.

sent at 10:16 pm

delivered

lauren: i miss smearing cake icing all over your face.

sent at 10:17 pm

delivered

lauren: remember that time on
your 18th birthday when you shoved
cake in dinahs face and she shoved
cake in your face?

sent at 10:21 pm

delivered

lauren: that was one epic night.
i remember that night. that was the night
we had our first kiss. you tasted like cake.

sent at 10:25 pm

delivered

lauren: i miss kissing you

sent at 10:27 pm

delivered

lauren: i just miss you. everything
about you. i miss us.

sent at 10:29 pm

delivered

lauren: i hope you have a great
birthday baby.

sent at 11:03 pm

delivered

lauren: you look healthy

sent at 11:05 pm

delivered

lauren: i'm glad you moved on from us.

sent at 11:07 pm

delivered

lauren: i on the other hand haven't

sent at 11:09 pm

delivered

lauren: i've been hanging with anyone
recently. i can barely remember the last
time i ate, or what i did today.

sent at 11:12 pm

delivered

lauren: i have to take sleeping pills
every night because i can't sleep
without you here.

sent at 11:14 pm

delivered

lauren: it just doesn't feel right

sent at 11:15 pm

delivered

lauren: but don't worry about me
i'll be fine

sent at 11:17 pm

read at 11:23 pm

lauren: i love you and i hope
you're birthday is perfect. you deserve everything in the world

sent at 11:26 pm

read at 12:48 am

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