Chorus
My ears just carry silent voices
Heart crumbling as I pick up the pieces
Freezing cascading mountains falling on me
Wondering why I'm not able to touch where the ocean's breath is
Feeling I can only vision it in my dreams
When I do, I'm drowning in these riptides
Verse 1
I missed the train a second time
Like that wasted money my emotion was at a tide
It's not like I were to tide
I'm not able to get those moments back, played on me with a game
I look in the trainstation mirror and I died
Broken down and cried, water moving down from my eyes
Thinking of those flashbacks when my eyes were connected to yours
You seeing me into the core
Something I've never done before
Gave you my trust even though in the past I was torn
I called you a lady, yet you're only an adolesant
You twisted my heart and I didn't even know it
Verse 2
I take my phone out from my pocket
Seeing the pictures of you and I and I keep thinkin, I can't stop it
Those memories that seemed like chords
Holding you tight under the covers
And from the times when I was holding your hand
To that time after dinner when we shared my first kiss
If I even try to sleep I get visions of it all over again
Like someone were to come out of my nightmare and make rain pour
Cuz at that moment in time with you it felt so real
I could feel it in my heart, I was at even keel
Then I think what's more important you or a record deal
I don't have one yet, but you're more important without me using a cell
I'd lose this gift of music for you
That painted wall felt so complete
I never wanted to take a seat
A moment when I could write and speak at will
Chorus
My ears just carry silent voices
Heart crumbling as I pick up the pieces
Freezing cascading mountains falling on me
Wondering why I'm not able to touch where the ocean's breath is
Feeling I can only vision it in my dreams
When I do, I'm drowning in these riptides
Verse 3
Now everything I ever felt towards you is falling right beneath my feet
Each hour my mind refuses to think
All I got flowing through is you saying you love me
You say I'm so amazing and then afterwards you break it with me
The connection broken
Everything of what you say now seems emotionless
The soft sounds of me singing to you at night digress's
The morning song I never hear it no more
My music feels rich, and my heart feels poor
My face gets slammed by the door
Once again I fell for it
Saying to myself how could I be so stupid
Verse 4
That feeling that you get when you're with someone, I don't have it
I'm just at the coffee house for a table of two with only one sitting there
Things in life are now becoming what I fear
Losing people and losing things, how many pages are going to tear
I done tripped down those stairs
Hands now numb, after a few hours my body is gone
Oh what did I do so wrong?
Why is it that I write so many songs when I feel I'm at a lost cause
I wonder if in this moment I need to take a pause
Cuz in the heart I'm being shot with a loss
I remember those times I prayed to God a year ago
Praying I found lady, but that was a lost echo
Only a little girl so scared to move forward
Got so nervous and let me go
Guess I'm not worth holding onto
The grapes I had fell on the other side of the mountain not the vine
I question where did I lay those broken kites?
With me and my soul I fight
Chorus
My ears just carry silent voices
Heart crumbling as I pick up the pieces
Freezing cascading mountains falling on me
Wondering why I'm not able to touch where the ocean's breath is
Feeling I can only vision it in my dreams
When I do, I'm drowning in these riptides
