I stand on a chair,
my neck wrapped in my belt.
Belt tied to my light.
I never played a leading role,in my own story.
I breathe in.
I was among those,I felt were superior to me.
I twist around getting ready to knock the chair down.
Those who controlled me.
I close my eyes.
My body said no and I listened.
I never listen.
Wondering aimlessly,
through my hollow mind and body.I push,
the sole of my footforward.
It took those,
final moments,
of living for me to realize.
There was no longer
a stable ground,
the world was ringing
red and black.I was the queen.
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And Then She Dies| ✅ [#WATTYS2017]
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