Teen Wolf Imagines

Isaac-reflection

'I see beauty in everything but me'
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I closed my bedroom door with a sigh of relief, happy to finally finish the school day. For the whole day I felt really self-conscious, like everybody was looking at me and whispering. Even Lydia and Isaac asked if I was feeling ok, of course I said I was fine, nobody actually admits to feeling self-conscious. I decided to change from my extremely light green dress into my comfortable pajamas. It's a automatic thing to do after school now, I did it once and now I'm hooked. There's nothing better then slipping into loose soft clothes after a long day at school.

I unziped my dress and grabbed my pants, I pulled them on but paused as I noticed my reflection in the full length mirror. I tried to ignore my reflection as I pulled my pants all the way up. There ws just one thing bugging me though, what was looking back at me through the mirror.

I walked up to it and held each side of the mirror as I inspected myself. I mentally started making a list of the thing I didn't like; my messy hair that never seems to look decent, my round puffy cheeks, my shoulders that look to sloped, my non-skinny waist (I never like calling myself fat), my legs that seem like two blobs and my hands.

The longer I stared at myself the more sad and angry I felt. How is it that my friends think I look nice? And why would any guy ever like me! Me of all people?! I grabbed my top and quickly threw it on. I walked over to my bed as I wiped tears from my eyes. I buried myself into my blankets making a human burrito.

I actually almost fell asleep but I heard a knock on something. I stood up and looked around and saw Isaac crouching down at my window. I unclasped the lock and let him climb in.

"What the hell Isaac?! How did you even climb up here?" I asked smiling slightly.

Raising his eyebrows he replied, "Y/N I'm a werewolf. Need I say more?"

"Well yea. Honestly a explanation would be nice as to why you're here..." I looked at he clock on my bedside table, "At 5 in the afternoon may I add."

"Well today at school when Lydia asked you if you were ok... You lied."

"What makes you say I lied Isaac?" I questioned.

"Again I'm a werewolf, I could hear your heart beat rise. Tell me what's wrong, please." Isaac said stepping closer holding my shoulders.

I eternally cringed when he touched my shoulders, remembering the list of things I wish I could change. I sort of shrugged to get his hands off me and also to say I don't really want to talk about it.

"See right there! There's a little shine in your eyes, now you have to tell me. I'm not gonna leave you when I know something's wrong." He said whirling his finger in the air.

"Fine, but you've got to promise that...ah...ummm" Damn what's that word, laugh? No, Isaac would never laugh at me. "Judge. Promise you won't judge me."

"Y/N I promise with my whole heart."

I took a deep breath before quickly sorting out in my head how I'd tell him. I led him to the full-length mirror and made him stand in front of it.

"What do you see?" I questioned him.

"I see just a guy and a girl looking back at me, why?"

"Well when I look in the mirror I see things that I can't change and I want to just crawl into a hole and be forgotten." I explained, looking at his face on the mirror, "I'm always self-conscious, like today at school I-I just, didn't feel myself, I felt like a monster."

I looked down at my socks blinking back some tears, waiting for him to say something. I could feel my cheeks heat up thinking that he's probably looking at me and trying to figure out all the things that is wrong with me. But that's what I don't want, is him to look at me through my eyes and notice all the imperfections I have.

"Y/N come here and look into the mirror." He said bringing me in front of him. "Right now when I look in this mirror, I'm seeing a beautiful girl with amazing features. Your eyes shine a light brown when you smile or laugh and its wonderful, and your hair flows in the wind wether its tied up beautifully in braids or just out loosely, Y/N I can't tell you enough how gorgeous you are."

"But what about my-"

"No buts, you're gorgeous, end of debate." He said wrapping his arms around me from behind, bringing his head closer to mine lightly kissing me on my forehead before whispering some in my ear, "And you know what Y/N? You drive me crazy."

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