Stars

My lady

How hard can it be for you to turn ,
well so I even care if you turn
but what if you don't and
what will I do if you do
am I wrong to love you even without knowing your name
should facts be my anchor
to check the floor of my love
oh my star or can I call you mine
for you're far and I don't know
if you even see me like
anybody above the crowd
so you see me as one or is it just me
but the question is
does it matter ?
will and/or should it change my love for you maybe or maybe not
These questions will stay unanswered until I keep my words for me

So for once and maybe this once alone
let there be light
let there be me and you
and my interrogation
But will you answer me ?
or do you wish to?
Maybe or maybe not
but how will I know until you stay a star and I remain the waters of the shallow pond?

So I walk
and just to see that how this unknown
can make his love be known I walk
maybe just to cry ,
over her bright twinkle I walk

"Forgive me m'lady for I've sinned "
were my words if I remember them as I spoke with my eyes watching nothing but my feet
as they shivered just enough to be noticed

As my star stood shining
brighter than she ever did
As I gathered courage"
"I've loved a heart that's not mine
more than I've loved mine
I've sinned for I've had her heart
reach my head more than her name
I've sinned for I know her
more than I've lived to know myself
Still did I keep her
from her chance to see me
above the dust, whose part I've always been

My lady , do I now say that I've sinned for I've loved you just to love you and ask nothing against it"
Her eyes turned down
Out of surprise or of shame I was least aware
Next was her turning her back towards me as she walked a distance by
I swear,i felt everything but regret,
Soon out of unknown fear of loosing my star
Did my heart seeped through my eyes
Only had I just tightened to walk away
Did my feet stopped over the feeble voice
" and now do you speak? When I almost lost all hopes "

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