Endless Words (Writing Contest Entries)

Peace?!

Hey, I want to ask you something,
Is there a spell to make someone forget anything?
Or better yet is there a spell to make someone forget everything?
I'm just curious, I just want to feel numb and feel nothing.

Will waking up and bumping my head on a hard surface be effective?
Will it make the pain in my heart leave?
Or will drinking alcohol help me,
To forget the person who left me?

Will magic be useful in my situation?
If it is, I can make a potion.
I will do anything you say I must,
Just to make the pain go away fast.

Remembering the time you said you want a break,
Just for some cool off and for our friendship's sake.
I remember the way you told me you "Loved Me",
And the way you said you "Once Loved Me."

But I'm tired of crying and asking for you to stay,
All I want is for our memories to fade away.
I know you're tired too, for I'm childish and unreasonable,
But I want you to know I changed to the point that I was capable.

But ugh! No more pain, no more heartache, no more memories of you.
I'm tired, my eyes are tired of crying for you.
Please make me forget all the pain you've caused me,
Use pain, Use magic, anything just to erase you from my memory.

Just inhale, exhale, that's all I ever needed,
So my once broken heart and soul be mended.
I need peace, of both heart and mind,
Peace, where to find?

Wait, I think I now know how,
No, I'm not ending my life now.
I want peace, and it won't be achieved through death,
Because I still believe, I still have faith.

They said love is peaceful,
Therefore peace is love too.
Loving is the only way to find peace again,
Loving myself even if I'm too plain.

Forgive you, forgive me,
Forget you, forget not me.
I'm not forgetting who I was before I met you,
Because that was the real me before I loved you.

Peace, where to find?
Inside the heart, that's where I found mine.
Peace, how to find?
Love others, love yourself, that's how I found mine.