Ryan fumbled with his hands, glancing up at brendon. The younger boy was looking at everything other than Ryan until their eyes met. Ryan blushed and looked back at his hands.
Fuck, he was pathetic.
He had been talking to the guy he was still pitifully in love with for months and he thought he was some Panic!-obsessed 14 year old that had somehow stumbled upon his totally not gay wattpad account.
Your wattpad isn't something you let get out to people you know in real life. Especially the person you ship with yourself.
"So, uh, Ryan." Brendon cleared his throat. Ryan jumped slightly at the sudden noise.
"Yeah?" He choked out.
Brendon opened his mouth to say something, then closed it, and opened it again. "Fuck, this was a mistake. I'm just gonna...go. Sorry for bothering you."
Ryan was about to tell him to stay but nothing came out. He just watched silently as the love of his life left.
Ryan sat there for a few minutes. He didnt know how long, exactly. He just knew he sat there pathetically when the person he loved so, so much for so long just left and probably wouldn't bother him anymore.
Then suddenly the door slammed opened, revealing a girl with long dyed blue hair dragging Brendon by the arm inside.
"This is fucking bullshit. You two are going to talk even if I have to fucking stay here and force it out of your throats." She spat, throwing Brendon back on the couch across from Ryan.
"What is there even to talk about?" Ryan sighed, tears poking out of his eyes.
Why did he even talk to that group chat?
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Jesus Loves Gay Sex // Ryden Kik Fic
Fanfictionbreadbin: welcome to the land of gays ryro: I don't even fucking know you
