romantic poetry

ifhy

i fucking hate you.
i hate the way i let myself go just for you.
i hate that i let you in.
i hate that i started to believe just for fucking you.
i hate that you became my biggest issue, making sure that i always looked my best, tried my best all for fucking you.
it was all for you, everything i did was for you.
i hate that you were a tidal wave, that you'd just leave for a period amount of time and came back crashing, as if nothing ever happened; as if you didn't leave me in the dust.
i hate the way you made me feel, like there's a bottle of shaken up soda in my stomach.
i hate that you like were a broken record, always repeating meaningless statements knowing that made me melt inside.
i hate that you meant the world to me, but to you, i was another video game.
i fucking hate you,
but i love you.

im soo fucking angry, FUCK.