Into Your Icy Blues (Gerard Way/My Chemical Romance)

Chapter 29. Ring

Hey, I was wondering when you were going to get up." I heard Christa say as she walked out of the bathroom with arms full of stuff.

"I was finally catching up on very needed sleep." I said not sounding awake and walked into the bathroom.

"Well come in my room when you are done in there."she said and I mumbled as I shut the door. I quickly peed, brushed my teeth, and sluggishly walked to her room. When I walked in I saw a suitcase on her bed.

"Are you going somewhere?" I asked sitting down on the bed.

"That's why I wanted you to come in here. Jamia and I are going to go for a couple weeks on tour with the guy's."I looked at her surprised, and feeling a little jealousy bubble up in me.

"Oh, when are you leaving?"

"In a few hours as soon as I'm done packing Im heading over to Jamia's. Sorry I meant to tell you the other night, but completely forgot."

"It's fine, hope you guys have fun. Do you need help packing?" I asked as I stood up.

"No, I only need to pack a few more things."

"Okay, well I'm going to go make tea. If you need me just yell." I said walking out of her room feeling down.

I made my way down the stairs and into the kitchen dragging my feet the whole way. I grabbed my skull mug along with 2 tea bag's, leaving only six left. Which meant I needed to get to the store tomorrow by the latest. I set my cup in the keurig and pushed the button. While I was waiting for that I grabbed a bowl of grapes out of the fridge, and started eating them.

I was sitting on the couch watching a random movie on scifi when Christa came down carrying her bags. She had one of the biggest smiles on her face that I had seen in awhile. If I didn't know better I would think she was so happy getting away from me. But in this case its not even close shes just happy to be getting to see Ray after almost 3 months. If it wasn't for me she would probably already be with him. I pushed my thoughts away and smiled up at her.

"All set and ready to go?"

"Yup." She said popping the "p" with so much excitement. As sad as I was that I wasn't getting to go. I couldn't be upset seeing how happy she was. I stood up walking over to her and wrapped my arms around her.

"I love you, have fun, and tell them all I miss, and love them every damn day."

"Love you too chicky. You probably wont need it but if you need money you have the atm card."

"I'm sure I won't need it, but I'll keep it in mind. Be safe." I said as she started walking to the door.

"I will, no wild parties." She said laughing.

"Don't do anything I wouldn't do." That got us both cracking up.

"That don't leave much. Bye."

"Bye." I said as she shut the door behind her.

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8 Day's Later

"Josh he won't give up. He's came to my work every day. I can't handle this." I said as Josh, and I sat on my couch eating cereal for dinner.

"Have you told your boss, have you even told Gerard what's going on?"

"No, I don't want to lose my job, or cause problems. No I haven't told him. In the last week I've only spoke to him twice."

"Is everything okay between you two?" I looked up at him and grimaced.

"I think everything is fine, nothings really different. Im just always busy when he's not or vice versa. I also don't want to tell him. He'll just over worry." Josh sat nodding his head like he understood.