okay this is the most disturbing things lately hehe i was just feel like a super jealous ex girlfriend when i found out that people can actually joking around with him (you know whos this "him") like they can actually talk like friend a really comfort talk and ive always wish i could be like that with him. Its the most hard thing to do with him when he didnt even want to talk to me and all i ever wanted its just having a comfort talk with him.
itsss reaalllyy okay for him to just said that i was only friend than nothing really really mean it. but why thing such kind of that never happen? ughhhh im so madd right now for god sake.
