Silent Thoughts

Nostalgia

She is feeling nostalgic
It is same date of same month but not the same year
It's been one year today!
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She is not the same
Outside yes but not inside!
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She was so vulnerable then
She was an emotional wreck
She cried her eyes out everyday
She was drained emotionally
She was heartbreaking
She was in her worst
She had enough of the pain
She decided to end it!
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She tried!
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But couldn't succeed!
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She survived unfortunately for her
Or maybe that was fortunate?
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She is not that emotional anymore
She doesn't think of ending life anymore
She has become better at hiding her emotions
She has not cried in months now
She's become better at bottling up her tears and pains inside!!
She is afraid to go back to the state she was in one year ago!!