Silent Thoughts

I wish!

04:09:17

I wish
I could walk away,

While there was a little dignity left
Instead of begging you to stay!

I wish
I could turn away from you,
While you were throwing knives with your words
Instead of crying!

I wish
I could resist the urge to call you all the time,
Just to be insulted by you,
I could save so much hurt!

I wish
I could help but tell you my feelings again and again,
Just to be called painful names
For loving you..