6 years in and not the first time im spending the night in a hotel room, won't be the last either, that I'm sure of! See just recently I realized that I was a great dad, born to be an amazing dad, but somewhere along my broken road I went from being a great dad to the worse divorced dad of all time! I knew how to be a freaking awesome full time dad but with my divorce I had no clue how to be a good divorced dad and I completely tanked it and lost my kids in the process, the same kids who loved, listened too me and adored me now viewed me is this guy who was around every monday, Wednesday and every other weekend... and just like that, I did not exist!!! No matter what I did before, that was all washed away, they did not remember what I did, the time I spent, the book's I read, the love I poured into them, it was all gone and I was and still am left all alone... except for motel 6...
