Death follows her

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"Jasper, he's the only single one besides his brother, Edward. Both really attentive, both keep themselves," says Jessica. "The blonde girl, that's Rosalie and the big dark haired guy, that's Emmett, they're like a thing. I'm not even sure that's legal," she continues on saying.  "Jess they're not really related," says Angela.  "I know but they live together its weird," says Jessica. "And okay, the little dark haired girl's Alice, she's really weird, and the dark haired boy with the blue eyes walking with her is Damon, the one that looks like he could literally snap at any second," says Jessica.  "Doctor Cullen's like this foster dad/matchmaker," comments Jessica.  "Maybe he'll adopt me," says Angela.  But two boys caught ours eyes, as they walked. One of them was in my art class. He never talked only that one comment. He just kinda looked in pain and it hurt me. "Who're they?" We ask, nodding to the boys.  "Jasper and Edward, Jasper is the one that looks in pain. Edward he's totally gorgeous, obviously, but apparently nobody here is good enough for him or his brother," says Jessica. Okay now that's it!  "Jessica just because a boy freaking doesn't want you, doesn't mean he wouldn't like someone else. And as for talking about their family like that. Big deal, you can talk and talk but just from hearing you can't fight for shit. So don't talk the talk if you cant walk the walk, " I hiss at her, this leaves her, Angela, and Bella in shock. But the Cullens at smiled at me amused and thankfully like they heard me.  After a few seconds of awkward silence, I get up walk out not hungry anymore....  I was in my next class, Biology and guess who there. Jasper, he sadly had to sit to me. I was doing boiling H2O when one of the student glass shatter from the heat and the glass hit my arm. "Ow!" I exclaim looking down at the cut as blood dripped out.  "I'm so sorry, Amara," says Angela as was hers that did it. I looked to Jasper, he was staring at the red blood hungry, lustful like he could drink it. He was gripping onto the table which was made of marble ans it was breaking? When the bell rang, he was quickly gone. Most students not wanting to see the blood left, but some helped clean up as Angela and Mr Fritz helped me to the nurse.  "Now Angela be careful next time," Mrs Julies. Angela nods.  "I'm still really sorry Amara," says Angela.  "It's okay, just a cut, no harm done," I smile weakly.  "Okay, hey about we do the feature tomorrow, okay?" She says. I nod," yea that will better probably." I laugh.  She laughs nods saying bye, I wave her off just as Bella walks in. "Okay this time it wasnt my fault," I protest. Me and Bella are a lot like, more than people think. We're both clumsy and slow when it comes to things.  "I know, Angela told me," Bella says. "Come on we gonna meet Charile at the Cafe."  We leave and meet Uncle Charlie for something to, I was hungry as a horse. I didn't have breakfast or lunch and Bella is forcing me to eat. I ordered some hot cocoa, my favorite drink especially during winter and the fall, some badges and that's it. But my mind wasn't on food, it was on Jasper as cheesy as that sounds. It was true beyond belief. Iknow make fun of me for crushing on a guy I don't know, but something about him is.....different and I wasn't sure to be scared and run for my life or creep towards the danger.  "I just can't believe how grown up you two are. And so gorgeous," says an old friend of Charile who remembers us from the times we visited. "And I'm sure your sister is the same," she comments, Bella gives me a sad look. But I had to get keep my tears inside and hope the pain one day will go away.  "Hey Bella, Amara, you two remember me?" Asks an older man. We didn't and we sat in silence. "I played Santa that one year," he chuckles.  "Yeah. Well Waylon she nor Amara have had a Christmas down here since they were four," says uncle Charile after Aunt Renee left uncle Charile, mom and dad needed time with just our family back in Beacon Hills. Back home...  Home.  Where was home for me anymore? Was it back where I was born and back with the memories of my family or what was left of it. Mom and dad were already thinking of divorcing before the crash, I knew it. Allison knew it. They would yell and yell and yell and just fight, banging and yelling all about the house. Then that night came and ended the argument for them, but I was left alone as then Allison couldn't be found. Which makes me wonder where could have Allison gone to?  "I bet I made an impression didn't I?" He says trying to funny.  "You always do," comments Charile.  "Butt-crack Santa?" Says the woman from before. Bella chuckles, nope I still didn't remember. Oh well it wasn't like that was on my mind. I stare outside as my mind was filled of voices. I didn't know how long I had been staring outside when I heard Bella say,  "Amara eat please," she says, I looked Chalie was talking to someone. I looked at the food in front of me, I look to Bella then to the food sighed. I took a bite and forced it down my throat. When I looked up I looked out the window and I swear I see Jasper looking at me sadly with painful eyes crossed the street.  "You girls almost done?" Asks Charile waking back.  "What?" I ask dumbfounded as my eyes and attention tore away from the window.  "Need get a bag," he says walking away to get a bag for my badges.  "I'm proud of you, Mara, you ate half a badge," smiles Bella.  I nod slowly when I remembered Jasper and I looked.  But he wasn't there's