Quiet Lauren/You

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Taken back by Dinahs harsh way to go in here I snuggle up more into Lauren and kind of try to hide myself. It's like everything that went well until now kind of disappeared and I feel really scared. I can literally feel how I'm about to push the girls away and fall back into being the mute freak. Just from one bad thing. I hate myself for being so vulnerable and dumb. "Dinah, you can't be so harsh with her. Look what you have done." A voice I recognise as Allys says. Soon followed with all the girls panicking over being too harsh with me and scaring me stopped by Lauren who holds me tight. "Stop it. You are going to scare her even more and she will think she is somehow stupid or something like it for not being able to speak up for herself. We just gonna meet you downstairs in a bit and then maybe we can talk." After Laurens mini outburst the girls quickly went downstairs and Camila patted my back and saying she loves me no matter what before also going downstairs.

Now Lauren and I are alone again. "Y/N, please look me in the eyes." Lauren pleads and I do as she wants. "You r eyes are so pretty, Lo." Is the first thing I say which causes me and Lauren to smile. "You know, you always say that when something is and I'm near you. It's cute. I don't think I can ever again think of my eyes as boring because of you." "I think we should go downstairs to the others." I say after looking into Laurens eyes for a long time. "Do you think you're okay with Dinah maybe being a little bit too much of herself?" Lauren asks with concern written all over herself and I can't help but smile knowing that she likes me. "I think I will survive it and I can always count on you." I smile bright and Lauren shakes her head smiling at me. "Then let's go." Lauren says starting to stand up but I remember that I may have to inform my mum about people being here also I have to look for Snickers. "Wait Lo. I have to text my mum and I hope that they didn't kill Snickers with love until now." "I like that." Lauren just says not knowing what she means I just nod and text my mum that Camila and some of her friends are over.

When we are about to walk down the stairs Snickers runs up the stairs to me hiding from an awing Dinah and a crazy Camila. "What did you do with my cat dork?" I ask her with a raised eyebrow and pet Snickers behind her ear. "Nothing unusual." She says defending herself ad giving Dinah a look that says 'now you got me in trouble'. "Okay Mila, but let my poor cat alone. Same goes for you Dinah." I add and Dinah looks with big eyes at me. Before we can argue about my cat Ally speaks up. "So maybe Dinah Jane you could be less dramatic over the cat thing and then Y/N and Lauren could explain what's going on. Also Camila you will stop with just going into peoples' houses without them knowing." Ally says sternly and Dinah, Lauren and I sit down on the big Couch in the living room. But it's not really big enough for six people so Lauren sits on my lap and Camila on the edge of the Couch.

"So if you don't mind us telling what's up between the two of you?" Normani asks us and waits patiently with the others for an answer. "Lo, I can't. Too much pressure." I whisper into her ear and it's just the half of the truth because I could probably do it with Laurens help but I just want that she explains it. "Uhm, so...Instead of taking pictures we decided to watch a movie and Y/N had a panic attack in her room before I got there and after a bit of talking we laid down cuddling watching the movie. And after a while I felt Y/N staring at me and I mentioned it and it ended in me telling Y/N that I like her." "Okay, I didn't stare I admired and the end is that I kissed you, I also gave you one of my tees because the other was stained from my tears." I quickly added which got Laurens attention who turns to me and looks at me like 'are you fucking kidding me. You could have told the whole thing if you wanted to?!' "Sorry." I whisper into Laurens ear who pretends to ignore me. "Gosh, they are so cute together." Dinah says and Ally nods. "Told ya." Dinah exclaims proudly. "So what are you two?" Ally asks and draws both mine and Laurens attention to her. Oh shit. We didn't talked about that. What are we? "Maybe we hadn't had the time to talk about it because of someone walking in on us and calling our friends." Lauren shoots at Camila but with a hint of being friendly and not that mad. "I already said that I'm sorry." Camila exclaims with the guiltiest look I have ever seen. "Lo, please don't be mad at her. I can't stand seeing her in this state." I whisper against Laurens neck which leads her to get goose bumps. "Nope." She says plopping the p not even looking at me. "Babe." I whine not realising what I just called her. "Maybe, if you say that again." She says turning around to me. I had to think a bit before I realised that I called her babe and now I'm blushing furiously and try to hide my head in the crook of Laurens neck but she keeps putting her hand under my chin so that I have to look at her. "Say it." She whispers in my ear and I can feel the others staring at us. And even if I don't really know them I can say that their thoughts are between 'I ship them so much' and 'they are cute but this is getting out of hand'. "Okay...babe." I give in and feel how I blush in an even deeper shade of red and it isn't going to get better because Lauren decides to just kiss me. In front of the others, while sitting on my lap and putting her hands on my hips really near to my ass.

"I ship it." Dinah exclaims while Camila holds her hand muttering a "Why is this happening again?", Normani acting like she is doing something on her phone and Ally looking between us and Camila. "Okay you two, so that poor Cami won't get bad dreams stop it. Also I don't want you two to do the nasty right now and here so...." Ally states which makes Lauren to break our kiss and to look at Cami. "Sorry, Cami. But I..." So that she won't say something which makes everything more embarrassing for her, me or the others I put my hand above her mouth. "So do you want to stay or?" I ask them hoping that they will leave so that I can ask Lauren what we are. "Oh bish don't try to change the topic!" DJ exclaims and gets hit by Ally. "No swearing. And I think we leave you alone for now but if it's okay with you Y/N we could hang out at Dinahs or Camilas tomorrow." She kind of asks. "Yeah. Sounds good. Bye girls." After making really unsure plans for tomorrow the girls are gone and Lauren is currently sleeping on my lap. Her legs are tangled around my torso, her arms around my neck and her head laying in the crook of my neck. I decide to carry her to my room so she has it more comfortable while sleeping and I can call my mum to ask when she's coming home.

Said done. After I put Lauren into bed I got my phone and dialled my mum's number, but it went to her mailbox so I decide to also lay down and snuggle up beside Lauren.