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My dearest Perrie,

Today was an amazing day. Today, I got a sudden urge to make something. Not anything, something. Something beautiful.

As my brush was dancing along the canvas, I realised how much I love it. How much I love painting, drawing, creating. How much I love art.

Art is definitely something beautiful.

Maybe someday in the future I'll open an art studio. I'll line the walls with fairy lights, filling the gaps between my paintings with dried flowers and other beautiful things. I can paint murals and cover the ceiling with a beautiful blue colour, the same colour as your eyes, Perrie.

Maybe it will happen.

Maybe it won't.

I don't know.

I don't know about a lot of things. I don't know about whether I'm going to pass my classes, whether my family will stay together, whether I'm going to find love. I don't know whether I'll be happy or not.

But I know what I want to be. I just want to be happy.

Will I ever be happy, Perrie?

Yours,
Jade

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