I think that's how im supposed to start it right? anyway I just started a new school with my brothers Garroth and Vylad I just hope this goes better than the other schools it cant go bad in a day can it?I mean it's not possible for everyone to find out I'm gay in less than twenty four hours right?
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I put my journal in my backpack because im done with it for now its not verry fancy just a cheap spiral notebook when i look up though i almost fall out of the chair my friend Aphmau is standing inches from my face
"A-aphmau you scared the hell out of me give a guy a warning next time!!"
"Sorry Zane didn't mean to scare you" Aphmau smiles at me with her usual dorky smile
"I know but the least you could do is warn me next time" I say as i sit up in my chair "man these desks are so uncomfortable!"
"Ya tell me about it" I look next to me and see a white haired boy sitting at the desk next to mine he looks at me then smiles
"Hey your Garroth's brother... Zane right?"
"Ya and who are you exactly" I say slightly annoyed
"I'm Travis who knows maybe we'll become friends I'm already friends with your brother" Travis smiles and turns back to his desk.
My face must of flushed a bit cause now Aphmau is giving me a silly look "Earth to Aphmau this is base you there" Aphmau shakes her head as she comes back to earth
"Zane why did you blush when you saw Travis?" she asks slightly smirking
All i can think is crap how do i get myself out of this one I mean Travis is a bit cute but... NO NO NO NO!!!!! I can't start thinking like that
"N-no reason I just thought he was a girl at first that's all" I say quickly i hear Travis hide a laugh next to me is my acting really that bad? it is apparently because Aphmau is giving me the 'I don't believe a word you say' look why is my luck always this bad when it comes to these things?
"Aphmau come on cut me a break I really did think he was just a cute girl"I say then regret it immediately because I see Travis smiling at me out of the corner of my eye I put my arms on my desk and lay my face on them because my face is reddening
"Zane do you like... Travis" Aphmau whispers in my ear I have no idea how to answer her so i just stay quiet the only person who knows about my god forsaken gayness is my brother Vylad and that's only because he is too
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that's my brother if anyone wonders
I don't know if I should tell Aphmau that I'm gay because knowing her she'll just open her big mouth and the last thing that i need is for the entire school to find out especially Travis
"I'm gonna take that as a yes" Aphmau says then squeals happily great she's found a new ship and great now im pretty dang sure that shes figured it out well I'm screwed I peak out to make sure that Travis didn't hear and there's Aphmau I notice that Travis's face is slightly pink well this is just great THANKS APHMAU well I'm not going to be able to see my face around Travis the rest of the day cant go to bad i guess.
