Chapter 2 : thanks a lot Aphmau

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Dear Journal,

well first thing no ones asked if im gay and everything seems normal except that i can't go up to Travis and not have him turn pink and turn away though its lunch and i can see Travis watching me out of the corner of my eye uhg someone kill me

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I put my journal away and pick up my apple and take a bite of it the apple juices dribble down my chin so i wipe it off with my sleeve the apple is surprisingly sweet I peek over at Travis and I swear I see something in his eye... is that a longing look?

"Hi Zane!" says Aphmau popping up behind me

this time i do fall out of my chair "A-aphmau I said to warn me what happened to my warning!!" I shout sitting on the floor

"sowy" Aphmau says as she helps me up ugh why does she have to care so much?

I hear Travis laugh "are you ok Zuzu?" Travis asks

"Ya and how in the world do you know my nickname?!?!" I ask

"your friend Aphmau told me" Travis waves to Aphmau she waves back and then drags me over to the table that Travis is at I try to resist but fail curse my weak arms T-T

"hi Travis how are you"Aphmau asks as she finishes pulling me up to the table and sits me between her and Travis man can she get any more annoying I look down at my lap embarrassed i feel something touch my shoulders and look up to see Laurence

"so your snuggling up to Travis now hm Zane" Laurence smirks  

I want to smack him so hard right now but i know if I do ill have Garroth to deal with so I begin to attempt to lift his hands off but then something happens

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I want to smack him so hard right now but i know if I do ill have Garroth to deal with so I begin to attempt to lift his hands off but then something happens... Travis punches him... so he ether read my mind or he was defending me...

"GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF HIM!!!" Travis shouts as Laurence wipes his nose on his sleeve... there's blood on his sleeve and then without thinking I grab behind both of Travis's arms so he cant punch Laurence again

"aww so you have your little boyfriend protecting you now" Laurence laughs I feel Travis's muscles flex under my arms

"Zane... let me go... now, I need to teach this guy his place" Travis seems really angry but I don't let him go

I pull Travis away with all my strength and drag him out of the cafeteria I let him go but stand in-front of the doors that lead to the cafeteria he looks at me and instantly turns pink

"I-I'm so sorry I don't know what came over me I just saw him put his hand on you and I got so jealous and and i just couldn't stop" Travis looks down and i see tears falling to the floor

"wait did you say you where... jealous" I feel my face turn red Travis looks up at me his face as red as an apple

Travis begins to stutter "I-I didnt mean.... why are you crying did i hurt you" I feel a tear roll down my cheek and all i can do is stand there crying i must look like an idiot Travis walks to me and wipes a tear from my cheek then he hugs me my eyes grow wide

"don't scare me like that" he whispers in my ear

"don't worry I wont..." I hug Travis back then push away from him i don't want anyone to find out I'm gay so i turn around and walk back into the cafeteria and walk up to Laurence

"Travis is not by boyfriend got it I'm not gay so if you ever talk like that again i will have to punch you myself" OK so I'm lying about being gay but what else can i do? if the school finds out I'll probably be bullied to the brink of extinction Laurence looks at me with the dumbest look ever

"oh I didn't realize" Laurence  walks away and i just think hes grumpy cause he got punched in the face by Travis

"hey Aphmau I'm gonna go " for us lunch is the very last thing in the day so you can pretty much do what ever you want afterwards

"Oh ok Zane see you later" the only thing that pops in my head is that

1. my brother is having a party because our parents are gonna be out of town every weekend for the next two months

2. my brothers parties usually involve alcohol

and 3. Aphmau is not ready for a party like that

"Aph what do you mean you'll see me later my brothers having a party later"

"well Aarons going and he invited me to go with him" Aphmau says then smiles

" but Aph my brothers parties are nuts I don't think you should go you might get hurt or drunk or both and i don't want my friend in any danger and you never know what could happen with drunk teenagers" ok so this isn't really all true but i do NOT want Aph to go to my house when Garroth is running around drunk

"to bad i'm going and i already invited travis to come too"

"YOU DID WHAT!!!" I feel bad for yelling at her but still I REALLY don't want to see Travis drunk it would probably turn out bad for me ugh what am i gonna do with this stupid little potato

"I said that i already invited Travis see you later Zuzu" and with that she ran out crap well time to go home and barricade myself upstairs the good thing about our house is that I have my own bathroom so i can pretty much stay up there for an eternity well time to go home and begin plan lock myself in my room until the party is over.

I hope everyone likes this story so far please like and comment bye :3



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