Lately I've been thinking on
How the world can be so wrong.
So ill advised, so compromised
So unfair...
So inadvertently wrong.
I've lost so many things
People
Places
Objects
Traces
Of who I once was
Who I'll never be
It's all buried now
Underneath this new me.
This new world where
Children cry, people die
Reality hits
And it cuts like a knife.
I'm no longer a child
And it's quite evident now
I have no more hope
Only lost dreams and sorrow.
I don't remember what
It feels like to be fine
Because now all I think of
Is how people are dying
And not only them
But me too, and honestly
I never used to fear
For my own safety.
However, now,
As I lay in my bed
I begin to wonder
What I could think of instead.
And sadly, I can't
Think of one thing to say
For all of my thoughts
Have decided today
To follow anxiety,
Depression, pessimism
And roam in a chamber,
A dark cataclysm.
No longer may I feel
Happiness or joy
Only worry and fear
Plague the life I used to enjoy.
Lately... I've been thinking on
How the world could be so wrong.
And I
Feel
L O S T.
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