I'm The Girl Next Door |TRILOLOGY|

6 ° Trust

|KRIS POV|

I was trying to hurt myself, I swear I was just trying to take my mind off Ash and the fact that I can not see my baby makes me sick! When I left the hospital the other day i didn't even go home because they wasn't there, I called ash but like usual she didn't answer for me.

I'm leaving out the house, and as I'm opening the door a girl I think I recognize is walking up.

"Hey Kristina well Kris now!" She smiled pulling me into a hug

"Umm hi but do I know you?" I asked closing my door and pulling her off me

"It's been that long huh!" She laughed

"Me jasmine, me you and Gabby were dating a while back!" I remember

"Oh yeah, yeah I remember, but umm why are you here?" I asked walking to my car

"Don't play dumb Kris, you know I was coming back from the army!" She smiled

"You gave me this ring stupidio what's wrong with you! But I see you and Gabby made a nice life for y'all selves!" She looked back at the house

"Umm that ring, really didn't mean nothing I mean at the time it was a promise but come on, Jassy​ you didn't expect to really wait five years to be with someone?" I said

"Well,. You waited to be with Gabby I see after she left first!" She shot back

"I'm not with Gabby at all, why are you even saying that shit!" I started my car out side of it

"Because you said that you would have wait duh!" She walked up to close to me

"Oh no, I'm married and have a child, this is a no no period!" I said opening my door

"Wow, so what girl is lucky to have you!" She said

"None of your business, okay I have to go so please move!" I got in my car

"Always in forever Kris don't forget!" She said as she got in her car and left

Why was I so young and dumb to be fucking with these crazy bitches man! And how the fuck she even think me and Gabby still together! Hell no fuck that shit never would that happen!

I went to talk to ash parents, because what else was I going to do, it's been almost a month now and I haven't talked to her or anything! I have came to her room plant of times she won't even let me see char char! I cried to many times just to see my baby!

"Oh hey Kris" sunny was half dressed

"Where is Ashlan or Andrea?" I asked walking in

"They went to pick up the take out, can I help you?" She sat next to me

"Yes you can love over there!" I pointed

"Not so nice to treat your girl like this!" She said

"You ain't my FUCKING girl what is wrong with you!" I yelled getting up

"Calm down ash already been over here, she's forgive me, but you she said she got her divorce papers ready" she smiled

Now my thoughts so cloudy and my hearts so crowded with pain. I am so frustrated like my souls been taken away. How could she not need me no more. She is the only thing that I loved, the only thing that I want, the only reason,
I

do not feel the fear of falling, I wanna fly
If it all goes well, then I will, ill be right where I was before.

"She told you that?" I asked