I'm The Girl Next Door |TRILOLOGY|

9 ° Sorry

|KRIS POV|

I feel like everything that has gone wrong in my life one way or another is my fault! That shit that went down with my father and my brother it was my fault. Because I started some bullshit with these guys and me being the teen at that time I didn't care about what they was talking about.

I can't even think of this right now man! I haven't been to sleep at all!

I look back and Ash is still holding on to me but she is sleeping! I could tell she was crying. Did she even really forgive me!

I slowly got out of her grip and she woke up

"Kris?" She said wiping her eyes

"...." I turned and looked at her, then down at my hands

I don't even remember what happened to them!

"Where are you going?" She asked sitting in front of me

"...." I just shurged, and walked towards the bathroom

"Wait, it's glass every where!" She said grabbing my arm

"Oh, okay!" I said nonchalantly

"Come here!" She just grabbed me and held me

"Kris I'm sorry! I was so mad at you for what happened! I was being a bitch and selfish with Charis! When I should have never done that to you!" She apologized

"I love you to ash!" I said holding her back

"Kris, I didn't mean for this to happen like this! I never said I wanted a divorce! I never would have said that! Nor do I want you to give up your rights! I also should have never said that you weren't her mother, because you are much as her mother as I am!" She kissed my cheek, she pushed my hair out my face

"We going to be okay?" She stated rather than asking

"..." I just smiled at her

"Just say something! Just say anything!" She demanded

"I'm fine!" I lied and she knew I was lying

"No, don't lie to me Kris!" She kept holding me

"I'm not....." She cut me off

"You didn't see what I saw in that bathroom! There was a woman who had everything taken from her, and I was part of that! I don't want you to be like that Kris! I'm sorry I did this!" She cried in my chest

"Ash, stop it baby please! Okay I'm not okay. I know you know it already! And you also know how strong I am! I will be okay!" I held her head in my hurting hands and kissed her

"Can we go see her?" I asked

"We can go get her not see her, she's our baby!" She laughed

"Well come on!" I grabbed her up

She called a service to come clean the house back up for us! And then we made our way back home in Tampa.