15: My name is Rafaella Simone Carter...

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Mi* I just needed to take my mind off other things right now.. anyways Mahalo for Reading*

"Dad, I have to go." Paalam niya sa Daddy niya, na sobrang nagtataka sa ikinikilos niya..

"Anong nangyayari doon sa kapatid mo?", tanong nito kay Belize..

*Nagkibit balikat lang ito.. Pero naisip ni Belize, siguro it's time for her brother to know the truth...*

Hindi ko na inalis sa paningin ko ang kotseng sinakyan ni Rafa.

Parang umaalingawngaw sa isip ko ang sinabi ni Kurt kahapon "Napakaganda and napakaelegante"..

Pinagtawanan ko lang, maton ang syota ko eh, sigurado ako dun..

Nung biglang umalis sa resto yung kadate ni Kurt na umiiyak nung magdouble date kami.. Sabi ni Olive, maldita raw si Rafa, at hindi raw niya naintindihan pinagsasabi nito sa kanya..

At nung first date namin, di ba ang galing niyang mag-english..

I can't believe what I just heard 

Could it be true.. 

Are you the Girl I thought I knew? 

The one who promised me her love 

where did it go? 

Does anybody ever know?

Pero sana nga mali ako.. Mali ang mga assumptions ko.. Hindi puwedeng si Rafa yun.. Hindi..

Nang biglang tumigil ang sinusundan kong sasakyan sa isang napakalaking bahay.. Pumasok ito sa loob at bumaba ang isang babae. Si Rafa nga, ibang iba ang itsura. But, it's still Rafa..

"Rafa!", I called her out. Lumingon siya, mukhang gulat.

"Miss Simone?" Tanong nang guard sa kanya..

"Let him in".Sagot niya rito..

Bumaba na rin sa sasakyan si Tito Paeng at mukhang nagulat din ito..

Nakapasok na ko sa bahay nila nang..

"Red, hijo.. Why are you here?".. Tanong nang matanda..

"I'm here for her, Tito Paeng", sagot ko

"My daughter?" Nagtataka na talaga ang matanda..

"Yes tito."

Nang magsalita sa wakas si Rafa..

"Dad, Red and I have to talk, we'll be at the gazebo"

Tumango na lang si Tito Paeng at umalis na.

Nasa gazebo na kami.. Pero walang nagsasalita..

How do you heal a broken heart 

That feels like it will never beat this much again 

Oh no 

I just can't let go 

How do you heal a broken heart 

That feels like it will never love this much again 

Oh no 

Tonight I'll hold what could be right 

Tomorrow I'll pretend to let you go

Si Rafa ang bumasag nang katahimikan na yun..

"My real name is Rafaella Simone Carter. This is the real me", Rafa explained..

Well I won't call that an explanation..

"Bakit ka nagpapanggap? Bakit mo ko niloko?" I asked her bitterly..

"I was trying to write a story.. You were my story."

"So lahat nang nangyari this past few months. It's for your story? You pretended to be like an ugly duckling, for a story? The little thick eyebrows and braces gone, so the ugly duckling is really a swan. What else Rafa? Oh, I know, It was all a lie right, everything was a lie.. Even those times when you said you love me too", my voice shaking, pain, anger all in one..

She didn't reply but I saw pain crossed her face.

"Yes, everything Red is for my story." Sa wakas narinig ko din ang boses ni Rafa.. Na sana hindi na lang...

Dahil sa sinabi niyang yun, parang gumuho ang mundo ko.

"Why me?", I asked in a desperate tone..

"You're the perfect subject. You're an all in one package. And you fell for that "ugly duckling". It's a documentary I'm writing but I guess I can write a tragic Love story from it", her voice clear as crystal and cold as ice..

Nasaan ang babaeng minahal ko? Nasaan na ang Rafa ko? Nasaan na ang Girlfriend kong Maton?

And were you ever what you seemed 

Or was I a fool who fell in love 

With his own dream 

And now you say you want to leave 

Start a new life today 

Those words I thought you'd never say

I left Rafa, without a word.. Sumakay ako sa kotse..

I felt numb and all I wanted was to scream and cry..

I found myself crying, my tears fell nonstop that it blurred my vision..

The last thing I know, A truck is approaching and it hit my car...

The last face I saw, the last voice I heard is from my Girl, ang Girlfriend kong Maton, saying that she loves me so much and asking me to forgive her..

I smiled while trying to reach for her face to wipe her tears..

I don't want my Maton crying but darkness as black as night, came..

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Chris Walker

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Annyong Everyone..

Mahalo for Reading..

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