In Love With A Thug

18.

Kamaya -
It Was 8 At Night When I Woke Up. Kammy Laid Side Ways On My Stomach, Drooling On Me. Jamar Wasn't In Bed So I Looked For Him. As I Went Down The Stairs I Saw Smoke & I Thought Something Was On Fire. Then I See Jamar On The Couch Smoking A Blunt & 4 More Rolled Next To Him. "Oh My God Stop. You Got It All Stink & Smokey Now" I Said Fanning The Smoke & Opening The Balcony Door. I Sat On The Balcony & Looked At The Lights. Jamar Came Out & Sat By Me. "Y'all Been Sleep All Day Man" He Said Putting His Arm Around Me. "Can We Do Something Tomorrow?" I Asked Him. He Nodded. "I Wanna Go To The Wax Museum, Walk Of Fame, Hollywood Sign, Go On Sunset Boulevard, Rodeo Drive, Pacific Park And Santa Monica Beach." "Whatever You Want Baby" He Said Laying His Head On Mine.

The Next Morning Jamar, Yet Again Wasn't In The Bed. Music Was Playing Downstairs So I Went Down & Saw Kam Dancing And Rapping Along To Tee Grizzly First Day Out. I Laughed & Looked At Jamar Who Was Rapping Along Cooking Breakfast. I Went & Stood Behind Him Rubbing My Hands Down His Abs. "Hey Baby" He Said Putting Bacon On The Pan. "Hey" I Said Smiling. "Ow!" I Said Jumping. The Bacon Popped My Arm & Lord Knows It Hurted. Kam Was In The Living Room Having His Own Party. I Shook My Head & Smiled. I Sat At The Table & A Message Popped Up. "I Didn't Forget About You. Remember What I Said" I Looked At It & Blew It Off.  I Turned My Phone Off & Put It On The Table. I Watched Jamar So Hard I Didn't Realize Him Laughing At Me Cause I Was In A Daze. "Dang Girl" He Said Putting The Delicious Smelling Food In Front Of Me. He Made Grits, Bacon, Eggs & Waffles. He Made Little Pancakes For Kam & Waffles For Himself. We Ate & Got Ready To Go Out. I Dressed Kam in White Polo Shirt & Jean Vest With His Blue Jeans & Blue & White Jordan 12's. I Brushed His Hair & Put On His Chain. I Gave Him My Phone & Let Him Play On It. He Went DownStairs & Sat On The Balcony. I Went In The Bathroom & Saw Jamar In The Shower. I Brushed My Teeth & Cleansed My Face. He Got Out & Wrapped The Towel Around His Waist & Stood Behind Me. "Boy Stop" I Smiled. He Kissed My Neck Then Went In The Closet. I Got In The Shower, Washed My Hair & Shaved. I Got Out & Blow Dried My Hair. Then I Got Dressed In A White Lace Sundress With Spaghetti Straps That Showed Some Of My Chest & Hugged My Curves. It Stopped At My Knees So I Decided To Wear My Jesus Sandals With The Silver Buckles. I Put My Hair In A Bun & Got My White Sandals. I Left Out The Closet & Jamar  Was Putting On His Shoes. He Wore A White Polo Shirt With A Big Black  Pony & Black 3 On The Side, His Black Pants & White & Black Jordan 11's. He Looked At Me & Licked His Lips. "Damn Baby You Looking Like A Goddess" He Said Looking Me Up & Down. I Smiled & Spun Around. "Oh Yeah Baby, You Better" He Said Smiling. "Shut Up Boy" I Laughed At Him. He Always Boosted My Head. We Went Downstairs & Kam Was Playing A Game On My Phone. "Lets Go Kam" I Said. He Ran To The Door & Then Went Down To Get In Our Car. We Fastened Our Seat belts & Made Our Way To The Wax Museum. Playboi Carti Magnolia Came On & Kam Started Rapping To It. Jamar Nodded His Head & I Did The Same. After A While. We Made It There. We Paid & Then Walked Around. We Saw Nicki Manaj, Rihanna, Beyonce, Drake, Forrest Gump, George Lopez, Barack Obama, Michelle Obama, Michael Jackson, Snoop Dogg, Selena Gomez, The Rock, Marilyn Monroe, Muhammad Ali, Abraham Lincoln, Tupac, The Joker, Spider Man, Stephen Curry, Kobe Bryant, Aaliyah, And Alot More. We Left & Had Fun. Then We Went To The Walk Of Fame. We Walked Passed Names Like Donald Trump & His Star Was Dirty & Had Writings On It. We Walked And Saw Michael Jackson, Jackie Chan, Mariah Carey, Mickey Mouse, Elvis, Donald Duck, Michael Myers, And Many Many More. We Were Having So Much Fun. Then We Went On Sunset Then Rodeo. Then The Beach. Kam Played In The Water Not Getting His Clothes Wet. Then We Took A Walk. Jamar Grabbed My Hand & Held It. I Smiled At Him & Swung Our Hands. The Sun Was Setting & It Was Beautiful. "Im Ready To Be Married Already." He Said Watching Kam Walk In Front Of Us. That Made Me Smile & Feel Warm Inside. "Me Too" I Said Looking At The Sky Turn From Blue To Pinkish Purple. We Stopped Walking & He Turned Me To Him. "You Know You The Best Thing That Ever Happened To Me?" He Said Putting His Arms Around Me. I Put My Arms Around His Neck & Smiled. Its Been Nonstop Smiling Every Since I Met Him. I Was In Such A Dark Place & He Took Me Out Of That. He Leaned In & Kissed Me. We Tongued Each Other For A Good While. He Pulled Away & Moved The Strand Of Hair Out My Face. "Thank You For All This Baby" I Said Looking At The Sky That Was Now Purple & Blue. Kam Had His Feet In The Water Splashing It. "Anything For You" He Said.